Thursday, October 30, 2008

the end of my exam2

I'm free from test today!
feel so relax.
fiuh.

today i have a meeting with frens
hoho. one at sun and one at delima.

at sun,
we bought many stuffs from gramed n paperclip.
hopely, the badget is enough!
first we are so frightened
scared that we dont have enough money.

at delima.
4 tables are rejecXted there.
as ussual, we are the noisiest!
that's our tradition. haha.


my meal, is the first occur in the table.
thats not weird if
i have the most different meal over them.
this is not the first and not the last.


we eat
we chit and chat
we bla bla bla
we take photos together
and we are busy to take photo.
even at the toilet?
haha. we are so narcisme!


today i feel so tired
maybe becoz i hang out for a day
but i love my moments with my frens!
hehe.

28 okt 2008,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Kyna.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

sunday exam

i've to get up early today.
cause of d theory test at USU.
I've woke up at 6.30.
feel so sleepy.
abzz..

at USU,
i got rum 2 G5 desk
AS cousine sit beside me
and phily sit at my right back.
she is one of my friends at fs.
hho. and she know my name!
my nickname i mean
she call me when she wants to borrow pencil with me.
luckyly i got double in my pencil case.


i memories all the italian terms
in my last hours
haha.
though the examiners keep asking
to collect the books in front.


then when exam paper arrive,
i forget 1 terms,
fortunately, i ask phili and she tell me,
thank you =D


but, i'm confused,
the correct answer is stronger accent.
and as i remember i write strong accent.
will it less my mark?
i dont hope so.
i've been very regret with my last exam.
i lost my mark in the easiest part.
so bo ke tat.
ckck. i lost it at the copying part.
so careless i am.
ughhh.. just less 2 marks to get the perfect one.
I'm so unwilling with that.

T.T


hope that i got the perfect mark in this exam.
must wait many weeks again
for the results announcement.

finish my theory exam,
but tommorow i have math.
and double tommorow again,
i have BIO test!
so instress by that.


hope that i can do well.
GOOD LUCK to me.
and everybody.

Friday, October 24, 2008

a short but long week!

since 20 til today 24 oct 08
wat a suffering day!

test?
pOOr!
i never done as bad as this till secondary 3.
but in senior high school?
everythings turn round to me.

the first day..
my test classroom is so cold!
i sit straight in the middle of the aircon for 2 hours!!!
i feel like diying while exam.
oh dear..

the second day?
still d same..
I'm frozen in the classroom..
going back home,
i have a very bad flu..
sneezing for a day til I finish my tuition at 8!
GOSH!

wednesday?
misery day!
in the morning i got a bad caugh.
back home from test ,after having my lunch,
i go to bed without any words.

til 4 pm go to my tuition.
when my big bro is driving me to the tuition,
suddenly,

CRASHzzzz!!!!

my heart was shocked!
a collision happen to us.
our car bonyok till a very bad condition.
fortunately, we are save inside the car.
but the car need to be fixed much!!
i dont know whos fault is it.
i dont remember the accident exactly,
cause that time i've feel very down cause of my bad health.

went to d 4th floor,my tuition classroom,
i felt very tired.
seems like my breathe is not well arranged.
i never felt this tired just for climbing a 4th floor!

at night 6.30 at my mandarin couse,
i started cant breathe easily.
feel like something is strangled on my neck.
SO BAD!

i keep staring at the clock waiting the time for home.
that night,
a 2 hours, seems like 20 hours for me.

when i taking a breathe,
i heard some ngik ngek voices inside me.
i never heard this before.
it occurs since today.
maybe this's becoz i have a bad cough
i told myself.

finally when i go home,
nothing i can do,
just lying so badly on my bed.

even when i'm lying,
i feel very uncomfortable,
and still something is teasing me to breathe.
i cant sleep well tonight.
cause of my bad narrow breathe!
is the Oxygen is running out from my bedroom?
NIGHTMARE is all I felt tonight.

thursday morning.
harmful morning.
this is the climax of my bad health.
just wake up from my bad sleep,
going to the kitchen to have some drinks,
only walk for some steps,i'm down.
feel very hard for me to walk.
this morning i really cant breathe easily..
It is very HARD for me to take a breathe.
really really harmful!
i never feel this suffering before.
'DIE' pass on my mind for a while.
OMG


then i just lay on the bed,
still with a very sick condition,
staring at the clock,
wishing that i can go to school to have my test.
and get weel soon!!


luckyly,
GOD hear my wishes.
i'm not totaly well,
but i feel a bit better already.
my mom immediately take me to see the doctor.

after the doctor have checked me up,
he says that i'm 'bengek'

just d same with asthma.

is it a descendant from my family?
its true my grandpa in heaven was having asthma,
but why just now i feel this?

or maybe the doctor is wrong,
that i'm only have a bad cough and
have many phlegm in my throat
so that i cant breathe easily?

i dont care about that anymore.
i just want medicine that could make me feel better!

he gives me some medicine
and he told me,
i must be carefull.
i may not be too tired.
i only may consume poridge and things which are not though
and easily to be disgested.
and its better for me to have rests for days.




CAN NOT!
i have exams till tuesday.
i forced myself going to school.
cause i feel that i still can take my test.
though my mom called me to take a rest at home.
I cant leave my test.
i go to school after taking my medicine.



but seems like everything doesnt run as smooth as all i want,
just arrive at the gate of my school,
when I'm about going to my my class nongkrong place,
just walk a half way,
my breathe is gasping again and again.

with all d power i have,
i go to my classroom.
sit for a while and calm my self.
try to control my breathe,
finally, before the teachers come,
i've calm already.



pray to GOD,
i did my test for today.
but i dont know the results.
go back to home,
i sleep till 6 oclock,
forgetting that tommorow i have 2 subject for test!

wake up from my nap,
i feel much better.
though still feel tired for walking around my home.
in the night,
i started open my book at 7 pm and study it til 12.30.
thanks for mr.V who has accompany me study till i slept.
=)



finally, this night i can sleep very well.
and i sleep very tight
though i only spent 6 hours on my bed,
i've to wake up early in the morning to continue my study again.



today,
i'm not as suffer as yesterday anymore.
thanks to GOD!
but i havent get well 100%.
and I'm still only consume poridge and soup for my meal.
easily hungry is wat i feel.
and again,
my mom cook me a traditional medicine,
very bad bad bad tasted.!!
i've to consume 2 bowl of that weird drink for 3 months!!!!
oh my GOD!

but thats okay,
just for not facing that miserely asthma again,
i'm willing to drink it.!
i'll never forget the bad days becoz of it.
SO horrible.



the worst is,
i felt it when i'm having exam,
and this is the time,
where my friends (scholar)
spent their last moments at medan before going abroad.
next week is their last week!
hope that next week i'm in good condition.
it wont necessary anymore!
I'm trauma of that bad narrow breathe.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

I'm not

tonight,
since 08 oclock till now, 10.30
i recollect all my secondary's photos.
and i realized that most of them instead of 3 of us faces.


time's nearer now.
15 days to go..

i know that i'm not as good as them,
and they are absolutely better.
so thats not weird if they got the scholarship.
i never mind about my failure of the scholar.

they are the one, who always besides me
for this sweet 3 years.
times we spend together is not short and soso.
but my time when i'm with them is the best from all.

when they are not by myside anymore,
i realized n undersatnd d situation very much.
and sometimes i cant accept it peacefully.
I'm not ready enough,
if they are about leaving me.

honestly,
for this late 3 months
at school,
and even at my courses,
i feel lonely, without their cheerful among me,
though there are many friends who is kind with me.
i dont know what's wrong with me.
is it beacuse i havent used to in this condition?
i dont understand.



i my self dont know why i can be like this.
everytime i think about our sweet memories,
i'll feel very desperate,
cause they are not with me anymore.
we are apart by the seas.

when i've chat with my friends,
and we talk about that,
i feel very suffocated
and i feel wanna cry and spread it out.

I just afraid that one day,
all our memories will be forgotten.

i dont wish that it could happen.
I believed that our friendship will be last forever.
no matter how far we are seperated by,
i'll fight it all in medan, and you've to do that at there too..
i'll do my best so that we can be togerther again.

our friendship is the most precious and important for me.
i'll wish all the best for all of us.

FRIENDS FOREVER

:')

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

i was being bullied again!

14 october 08

my class VICE MONITOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you are so so so so so abominableeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
you know it exactly that I'm really stressed by that batas pengajaran problem.
but why you make this ununderstanding joke!!!!
ugh.. you makes me in stressed for 1 night!!

in fact, u find it and you keep it.
but u tell me that it's lost anywhere.
and again your words are so persuade me.
I never suspect that i will be bullied again.
and the worst is by YOU!

nevertheless, thanks for this lesson.
this really exercise my mental.
though i still feel ungratified with your joke..
-,-''

weqq.. I'll pay it soon or later
you cant run away tjuipek!!!
wait n see the mamba Vice Monitor!
=P

Monday, October 13, 2008

I'm a failed secretary

this is not the first time.
i've lost my class stuff
which are saved in my hand..
AGAIN!

i'm so in stress by this.
I've lost the batas pengajaran papers.
how could I explain it to the teacher?
I'm the secretary and I've lost my class stuff!!
I'm very unresponsible person..
hiiks, hiiks, hiiks..

I've review all my day at school.
as I remembered, I put it at the teacher desk.
then when I'm going to keep it all,
it was disappear already..
and i've contacted many people.
but they dont see it..

how will it gonna be??
I'm so stupid.!
T.T

Sunday, October 12, 2008

busy sunday

sunday morning,
i've a additional tuition.
coz the exam days is quite nearer now.
I'm so desperate going there,
cause from many quetions,
most of them i cant finish it correctly.

I go there before I have my breakfast,
and my stomatch feel very empty at there.
kruyukk..
that's the silent sound of my stomatch

finally,
I've finish my tuition, i got a phone from jumbo.
she told me to gather at tjuipek home,
then we go to kynas home together.
we have a biology project there.
and she ask me to buy some food.
so i just bought 2 meals for both of us.

after i've almost arrive at tjuipek homes,
tjuipek call me.
she also ask me to buy some lunch.
for edric and him.
cause i've almost arrive at his home,
i dont turn round to buy it for them again.
so 4 of us, just spend 2 pack of lunch.
each of us have a half portion for lunch.
but that's still tasted good.
hho..

just arrive at tjuipek home,
he said that I have a 'banana smelled'
i dont know is it good or not.
but this is not the first time he told me this.
i myself dont know how it smelled.
tjuipek is the only one who say me like that.
abzz..

at kyna's house,we do our project.
'we' just instead of lowell, babi, and jum.
3 of them work hard for this project.

how about the rest?
the rest just do a little job and even do nothing!
me? I've translate a page from english to indonesian.
so, I'm not doing nothing there
when others are busy by the bio project.
I'm sitting and doing my ppkn and sosio hw.
I'm such an unresponbility partner.!

after doing our job for hours,
we stop for a while and have some snack.
actually this is the most waited time for tjuipek and so do I.
both of us dont have any breakfast.
and just have a half potion for our lunch and breakfast!
so embrassing!!
we are not brave enough to start the snack.
and we are waiting for each other!!
hha..

then, I'm the one who start it,
I open it by serving a cup of fresh and cold lychee for each of us.
then others follow and have the snack.
such as sate padang and mini cake.
you must thanks to me tjuipek!
I'm the angel for u!
=P joking..

after other have full up with the snack,
they continue the project again.
I and tjuipek just go around and have a talk with each other.
but that's also beacuse we have nothing to do!
so that's not our fully unresponbility!

we just like finding an opportunity in a stupidity..

wakakakkaa..

cause we have nothing to do,
and we feel enchanted by the food in front of us,
we continue to have the snack again.
we are such a big barrel!!
sorry kyna, for those.
:P

we try the satay padang with many of green chilly.
and it tasted so nice! thought very hot.
a very burning sensation...
but we enjoy it!
haha..

then we stop after we feel full up already.
and that time, our group almost finish the project.
so, withiout many talk, after finishing our project,
we go home together.
we end our project at about 6 oclock.

thanks for today frens.
sorry if i'm useless for this project.
forgive me..
=D

Saturday, October 11, 2008

a gift

My love for you knows no bounds
And one day it will pull me to the ground.
And on my knees I will ask it of you
If you and I could become one, not two.
I will love you forever, to the end of my days
And each day, to God will I praise.
For sending me an angel, so beautiful and true
An angel so perfect, It could only be you.




thank you

=)

Friday, October 10, 2008

heavy rain

early in the morning at about 6 o'clock,
when I'm still feel very very sleepy,
my mom woke me up.
and it is raining heavily outside.

SO HEAVY!!

the sounds of the rain drops makes me feel scare.
thats so horrible!
at 6.30 i've take a bath and about going to school.
but the rain is still very hard and
its heard that all along the road are flooden!
think that our car have a very large precentage
to be 'strike' in a flooden road,
my mom dont start the car.


and my sister's received a call from her BF's.
he says that she is parking at aksara street.
near my home.
he said that the water is about 40cm high!
luckyly infront of my home that's not like that.
fiuuuh..


after i call and call my friends,
I make a simple conclusion that there will be
many student and even teacher who comes late.
so,I go to my bed again.
It's so nice to sleep by hugging my pillow,
and cover my body with my blanket
among the rain drops voices.
so cozy..

BUT, my cozy are smashed
when my sister will go to her lecture.
I've to join her go to school..
oh dear.. I felt my cozy just for 30 minutes.

along my journey to school,
i saw many cool scene.
near the yanglim, under the railway,
there's a street like the rollercoaster way.
down and up.
and It's filled by water!
it's so WOW.!!!
*photo will come soon*


at jambi street,
the water's so WEW too..
fortunately, the car's not strike out.
and I arrive to school lively and cleanly.
though I've preapred my sandal.
to cross over the flooden obstacle road.

at my piano course.
I should have an ear training exam.
on 29 oct 08.
actually i'm not confidence with it.
cause, I feel that my dictation melody is bad!


and a very good news again,
next year I could have a Royal Piano test.
my miss accomodate me to try the grade 3.
oh yeah.
nevertheless, the fee is 600thousand more.
WIW.. havent the books again..
But I wanna try it..
hoho..

Thursday, October 9, 2008

My 15th Birthday =D

9 October 08
today, I'm 15 years old.
I'm older today.
am I getting mature?
hope so.

in the morning,
before I woke up,
seems like it's raining.
the road are getting wet,
when I'm about going to school.
and I love raining!
=)

last 2 years and last 4 years,
I have impressive bithdays.
I was being bullied by my friends,
as a surprise till I cried!
teachers worked on it too.
how about this years?

hoho..
It happen again.
but this is the most surprise
from all my birthday.
I never suspose that my birthday
will be like this surprising!
I got many birthday wishes and some present.
thank you.. =)

LUNCH TIME
as ussual i go to buy lunch.
when I'm about finishing my lunch,
unexpectedly, i heard a happy bithday song.
and that's my besties voice.!
my besties who doesnt study in d same school
with me cause they'll study abroad.
she also comes with other who also got d schoolarship.

she sing me this song, by holding a mini cake.
with a candle above it.
it looks so cute.!



dont know why,
at that time.
my tears fall down by itself.

and I'm not able to stop it.
I'm so happy with it.
cause I never suspect that both of my besties
will find me to celebrate my birthday
in their busy time, intensive for their study preparation.
I'm really SURPRISED and HAPPY!
I dont know how to describe my feeling.

both of them also give me a big present.
and it's heavy enough!
they ask me to open it.
while i'm opening it,
my tears fall down again and again.


they give me a big frame with art n craft on it.
Its filled by photos of 3 of us.
that's so amazing for me!
that's our sweet memories.
the time when we share our laugh n tears.
the time when we study together.
all the time when we spend together.

they give me the best present I ever had.


and thats from my besties,
AC n SDH.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
=)


in the night.
my besties go to our secondary tuition.
there are I, AC, SDH, Dora, Kosen at the class.
include my teacher.
there's a very memoriable place for us.
though they are not study there anymore.

we talk for so many things.
I love the moments when we have joke with each other
like tonight.
we also have a karaoke.
we sing together. and take some photos.
the time pass so quickly tonight.


maybe we will never have this moments again.
but this moments will always be in our heart.
the moments when we share together.
I LOVE IT.!
I'd prayed it last forever.

THANK YOU FOR THIS GREAT BIRTHDAY!

=)

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Homework day

1 word to describe today
!busy!
!busy!
!busy!
!busy!
!busy!

since morning till afternoon at school
full of many homework to do!
.Biology
.Chemistry
.Math
and the worst is Economy.
so lucky that Eco is not collect today
but tommorow morning in the first period!
everybody in class are busy by their own job
boys and girls all are the same.


the one who had finish first is a Savior!
some of us scramble for the finished one.
and it could help 3 busy people!
and that's you Vilya..
thanks for all your help today
:)
we are so harmonious today.
we share everything together today.
except our food!
I finish mine and they finish theirs.
no share for this section.
=P

we spent our lunch time so maximally
I finish my lunch and doing my Hw in the same time.
I'm a very BUSY girl today.
and so do my classmates.
have your hw finish everybody.
lets face this disaster together!

Monday, October 6, 2008

school day is here

last night I cant sleep.
laying in the bed for hours,
closing my eyes,
but my mind still running.
so tortue for me.!! abzz..
the last I see the clock before I get asleep,
it's 1 aclock already.
fortunately, i can get up on time.
fresh air when I get up from bed.
the sky is a little bit dark.
but still in a sweet light blue colour.

after 1 week, separated from my class,
finnaly I meet it again.
Nevertheless,
when I just sit in my bench,
I've to start my homework and study for mandarin test.!
so obstruck me.
but thats my fault also havent finish it in the whole 1 free weeks.
haha xD

the Bio Lab.
so annoying!
the teachers keep chirping infront us.
so garrulous! and so disturbing!
everybody hates her.!!
cause her acts is maximally frustratre!
thought that she is the best.
wat a silly thing!

when the teacher is showing us how to slicing thin,
she's still keep lecturing to us.
blablabla and srek!
her hand was injured by the razor blade.
i dont see clear how is the accident.
but her hand is bundle by betadine and it looks big then.
seems like very danger.

so,, everybody,
when you are using a sharp instrument,
it's better to keep silent.
dont chirping too much or you will be like that.
poor teacher~

my mandarin exam run very smooth today.
with a short preparation,I got 100..
hho.. lucky me :)

one of my physics teacher,
intimate me, asking me wherether my boyfriend's at india
cause I got pimple exact in the middle between my eyes..
so embrassing lar.
XXXXXXX
that remembring me my nick name at my course.
Ms.India.
cause my name is similiar with their actress 'preiti'
she's a quite famous actress.
how about me?
Hope that I'll be like that too
=P

Sunday, October 5, 2008

my last idul fitri holiday

my precious last holiday
5 Oct 08
I wake up at 11 today..
I'm so busy today..
hho..
just wake up from by beloved bed,
I've to take my bath soon
and take some meal..

today I've to attend 2 wedding party..
1 o'clock at Ria
and 7 o'clock at grand kowloon.
I go there with my mom.

at Ria,
I'm remorse for the souvenir.!!
there are many cute key hook,
but why the customer receiver give me
a very ancient and honestly I dont like it
VERY MUCH!!!
I'm soso 'errrghh' with it..
maybe I'm childish though i'm going to be 15
but I still dont contented with it..
abzz..

there are many dancing part in this wedding party.
and IODI is also present at there
( Ikatan Olahraga Dansa Indonesia )
many impressive dance shown.
like cha", rhumba, waltz, poco", blablabla..
include my mom with her friends..

from Ria, we continued to Deli.
my mom dancing time there.
I sit at there since 3.30 till 7 o'clock.
so boring, but luckyly I take my bio copy,
so I have things to spend now.
It's true if I go down and take a walk.
But I dont like to be alone
so I just sit there sweetly and read my bio.
that's useful again for me.

finally, dinner time is.
we go to grand kowloon
wedding party AGAIN
this time i'm not interested with it souvenir.
I have a good meal there.
and there's a cute baby boy sitting in our table.
so chubby!!

and I realised that,
it's so occupied by having that little baby.
we have to carry it, and again if the baby is naughty,
wew,, so tiring..
his mother cant eat calmly becoz of this baby.
Will I be like this in the future??
Oh dear..
hope that i've got a babysitter later.

~this is the end of my holiday~
its 11.30 already.
I havent finish my homework.
and I rather forget that tommorow I have a mandarin test..
OEmJi..
good night everybody.
hope that you can get up on time tommorow,
and hope that my tommorow run smooth..
Happy Birthday to Pupa n Kenny
=)

Saturday, October 4, 2008

u makes me feel ABZZ

I dont know what's going on
how should I face you
and what should I do then?
did I take a wrong decision?
OMG..! so DIZZY!

why when I've made up my mind
and legitimate that publish
you become ...... with me
what's going in fact???
akkkkkkkkkhhhhhh..
you make me feel dubious again..!
tell me the real
dont makes me feel guilty with you..
(-_-)"

Saturday night with friends

i spent 1 hour to draw this map a..
hayoo.. so tired..
tjuipk take me from home to MW
so I draw this.. wakakka..
a little messy.. =P

honestly, my feeling say that
probably our plan will not success..
so many person cant join..
OMG.. X/
at last, we made it.
although there's only 3 girls and 6 boys from many we invited..
but it's okay..
we have fun there..
we feel like we are getting adult today..
this is our first jurisdiction at night.
hehehehe
we arrive there at about 7 pm..
and subur said he's infront of the potato king
what a silly..
potato king is just a small stand
and at MW there's soso many small stands there
why dont he said infront of golden rice???
golden rice is much bigger than potato king..
MUCH MUCH BIGGER
everybody complain it to subur..
haha.. you are so funny at least!
he sit like a big bad boss
but ALONE..
feel sympathy, we accompany him..
huahahaha..
but THANKS for reserving the tables for all of us
:D
there are 3 boys who comes later.
wo we chit and chat together first..
talk about so many things!
and have our drinks with.
we are waiting for the other
before we order our meal..
we are such a good friends ha?
hehe..

dont know whats wrong with the boys..
they order the green and GREEN drinks
they say it's good for their health.
I dont know since when they become so cautious
WOW.. maybe becoz they are getting older
take a joke man! =P

so pity for tjuipek n arden
dont know what they order for their meal,
they wait for a very very very long time!
at about 8 pm they order and
the meal finish at about 9.30 pm.
oh dear. beside that, they have to go back to the stand
for TWICE!
they said, they will not forget the stand names,
"NASI PANDAN WANGI"







then after we've finish all our meal,
we take a walk..
the girls searching for the fancy things,
and some of the boys taste their ice cream.

feel haven't fed up yet,
we take photos at studio.
the cameraman is not enjoyable.
very very unenouyable!
he cant take a joke with us.
Oh dear.. abzz..
but the photos are okay la..
there's some of them have the same face in every photos.
like copy and paste only.
so funny.. hahahah..

today,I walk till my feet feel sick..
OMG.! I arrive at home at 11.
my mom scold me..
coz I back home so late.
and she said I may not go out like this at night again..
Uucccchhhhh..
but I love tonight

=P

Friday, October 3, 2008

I will not REGRET!

first I think that I'm selfish,
about my egoist to over this relation.
and I always consider how about you.
will you feel dissapointed?

SHIT

I've been thinking too much
in fact you never care about me.
I dont mind that.
I dont mind that.
I dont mind that.
I dont mind that.
but dont you play with my relationship.
that's not as simply as you think!

A RELATION IS NOT D SAME LIKE UR GAME!

I feel vey *^)$&^$%^*&^)(*^&9(&^
Uuuuugggggggghhhhhhhh~~

so spacious that I never meet you
and I HAVEN'T REALLY SERIOUS WITH IT!

DAMN!!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Idul fitri 1429

~Met Idul Fitri~
as ussual my daddy worker visit our home..
and gived us a rantang of foods..
100% HOME MADE lor..
so great a!
his wife is so good at cooking..
I love her HOME MADE keripik bawang..
and I've finish it all..
haha..

and today,, I've finished the addicted movie..
FATED TO LOVE YOU..
Finally.. hwooooo~

A very great movie with a HAPPY ENDING..
I never seen such good movie before..
this is the best from all for me now.
funny, serious,arousing movie!
I laugh n cry wacthing it..
so funny n so touched heart!
sob...

two thumbs up for this movie!!!

happy birthday to Pius.
my home is so noisy by the fireworks voices..
ouh..

Happy Idul Fitri for all
tommorow I've to start study..
Ive waist my precious 5 days holiday..
uugh,,
-,-