Wonderful Sunday

today is a colourful day for me.

many things happen today.

i LOVE this amazing SUNDAY so much!

what happen with me today?

today me,yan, vil have to Q for ticket at sun21!

they gather at my home first,

actually we have plan for scrapping but becoz of 101 reasons,we delay it.

and this is the first time for me and so do they,

buying tickets by ourself.

proud or whatever? hha.

we arrive at about 10.30 and we standing,waiting for the cashier open till 11.30!

feeling a little tired, we waiting by talking many things.

finally we have bought 23 tickets of the LIONS for the LAMB

we wonder to watch twilight or spiderwick, but that is midnights movie.
cant wait for the twilight then.

we continue to hypermart, i am dehidration already.

finding some drinks. but, obstruction comes to me.

just to buy a bottle of mineral water,

i have to wait for a long long Q!

cant wait it and i search the other place for drinks.

then stop to A&W, bought a mini aqua for 6thousand.

too dehidration already, i bought it with that golden price!

thats not me who complained it. but yan n vil keep arguing that.

quite funny. haha.

we continue our journey again.

i want to buy some pattern cutter,

so we plan to search it at paper clip, ace hardware and gramedia.

nothing at paper clip, we go to ace hardware.

and this is the most amazing part for me.!

i think that index is ace hardware,

so with my BPZ i entered there and ask the staff,

are there any pattern cutter?

and she tells us that theres at ace hardware.

we have to down 2 level again.

but we down there slowly by the eskalator.

then after we've arrive at the stationary part,

i found someone wearing his big black skirt standing and about waiting for something.

who is he? he looks so familiar!

i look at him once and he's looking at me too.

then i turn my head away,

loading for seconds and turn my head toward him again.

I remember who he is! he is a comedian and he often plays on movies!

He's DIDI PETET!!

i smile at him and he smile at me too!

i immediately tell my friends.

they are busying too seeing him in front of their eyes!

this is real guys.we dont know what should we do then.

we want to get some photos with him.

but none of us are brave enough to ask him.

when he's about going to somewhere,

i finally brave my self and ask him to get photo together.

he's so kind at real! he's answer our request warmly!

we even have a short talk and i shake hand with him!

though i'm not a fans of him, but i'm so happy by his act with the public.

here is the photo, the big black kind man is beside me.

i look weird there! wew.

we left the ace hardware, forgeting about the pattern cutter.

we are hang after meeting that actor.

we stop at classic cafe and have lunch there.

I still dont believe that i have a talk with an actor!

i'm quite suapakau actually.

but thats me.haha.

three of us keep aruguing that we just facing an actor!

the most hyper is yan n me!

we are crazy at there. and maybe we are the noisiest table at that cafe.

which only instead of 3 girls!

yan says CHARLIE's ANGEL.

who is the charlie then?

we doubt again again and again.

we doubt till we down!

we are so tired after leaving the cafe.

really" down need recharge!

maybe thatss because we keep smiling haha hihi and make noise.

fiuh.

when the others have comes, they sit at frankfurter.

having some snacks. narcis for a while.

yan n rose

me with tickets

we go to paperclip again and i buy a scissor there.

not a ordinary scissor.we can cut it with pattern already.

quite love it. but it's hard to use!

and even cant be use. i spend my money for this useless stuff!

i was regret to but this! ugh~

time's almost 3 o'clock, we go to sun21.

but we were split up.

we are not gather all. some of them are buying some snacks.

our bad habit! we never been on time if we are about watching movies together.

we wait the other less quite for a long time.

some of my friends are getting a little angry waiting for them.

and so do I for a while. hate that soso.

feeling useless Q early but cant enjoy the movie maximally!

yaya, what should we do then? nothing we will gain angrying with them.

me, vil, yan, tjuip, waiting for them patiently.

and the girls who are the one who bought the tickets,

still in narcisme mode while waiting for them! =P

do you know where is my seat?
i got the very upper corner seat A1!
holy damn! very terrible for me.
i've to turn my head to see the movie well.
and it's cool there! what a horrible place.

plus plus,
according to me,the movie are poor.
i really dont understand and enjoy the movie.
the movie are so boring!
i'm not watching the movie there, but try to use my new scissor.
but though that, there's a part scene of the movie that attract me
i dont follow how is the story, but it touched my heart.
thats the time when a couple of friends stand and die together.
the situation are so... hm.
and then the movie end with no ending.
what a movie!

i was lowbat after finishing the movie.
they were walking around here and there again.
really a long time for me.
finally when someone says, we've to go home now,
it sounds simple but i feel so peace hearing those simple word.
finally i can rest my foot!
but they have to go to buy some bread first.
and at there we met our last form teacher, Liliy.ST.
haha.

the dag dig dug part again for me!
when we are waiting for the car,
yap,its rainiing outside.
and i found someone special there.
a tall and a good looking guy,
whom i always secretly admiring at him at school.
nobody else, except Mr.B!
dont know why i feel so dag dig dug deg.
and i feel more nervous
rather than when i meet and talk with DIDI PETET
this is the first time i see him wearing a casual shirt.
i always see him with his uniform and his black jacket.
he still looks great for me no matter what is his costume.
i wonder to see him with tuxedo then.
=P

nevertheless,
I went back to home with my foot get hurted.
but with happy mood though lowbat already.
and followed by my blank homework.

thanks to GOD giving me this wonderful tale.
hope that tommorow i have a good story again.
good night earth!
=)

early morning my noisy alarm was waking me up.
so hard for to open my eyes n get up fr bed.
i set the alarm at 6.50 and finally i get up at 8 o clock.
my bad habit.

morning sport --> pingpong.!
got eka there. he teaches me well today.
and i'm on FIRE!
we learn forehand, backhand, chop,
and the one i love most,, SPIN!
the voice of the hit ball was so nice.
pletak pletak what a cool!
i back home with my clothes wet of the sweat.

tonight it rains hardly outside.
and somebody who i dont expect contact me.
so unbelieveable he still remember me.

its 11.50 now.
happy rain saturday night.
gonna have some walk with friends tommorow.
hope that tommorow is crazy Fun!
gOOdnight =)

update my BLOG

nothing to do at night.
i updated my blog.
how does it look then?
special thanks to HAD who has help me for this :)

what will i say about today?
hmmm. nothing special.
about Mr.B?
seems like i've realise more about the fact!
tralala. trilili.

27 November 2008

seems like some of d buddies likes Mr.B too.
cause me feel ... after knowing that.
plus (+) my feelings are ruined and become sick.
clearly because of what i dont know too. no reason for that.
I'm going stupid.blanked.crazy!
actually that's out of my bussiness.
but still i dont know how to act about that.
Yes,they are them and i am me!

honestly, they are S.T.R.O.N.G!
many meaning inside those 6 letters!
I'll be nothing after they occurs.
and i'll be left behind.

but whats the different?
nothing at all.
he doesnt know me and i just could see him by distance.
secretly and silently admiring at him!
and this wouldnt stand for long.
i just could seeing him for the last half years.
he's about going to university.
i cant meet Mr.B again later.
i must use this half year wisely.

i wonder how would it end?
would it be a happy ending or a sad ending for my tale?
wish the best for me and for everybody.
:)

26 November 2008

unhappy. sob!
anxious feeling wondering about Mr.B!
dont know why. i dont understand what i am thinking about!
just being stupid in this childish hope!
no hope in the begin and still no hope in the end.
i know that but still i'm too obsessed with Mr.B!
I'm just a very very ORDINARY girl and he's a perfect guy!
just could be astonished with him.
what a silly things for me!


and yet at night, i was told that,
if i doesnt come to my ping pong exkul again,
I will be dropped out! there's somebody who was dropped out already!
what a bad bad bad news?
I hate it sososososo! my mind scramble off tonight.
pity me T.T

now it's 9.40 pm at medan.
i've many homework for tommorow and i havent touch it yet.
ugh ugh ugh.

but, everything instead of bad and good.
today, i've a chat with my dearest fren at SG.
though only chat and webcam, yeah.
satisfied enough. many things to talk!
starting gossip and wondering again.
that's US! hehe :D

hope that tommorow will be colourful to me.
everythings gonna be okay.
goodnight everybody. and goodnight Mr.B.
:)

Happy Teachers day 2008

HAPPY TEACHERS day!

we are free for 4 period today!

hip.hip.horay!!

we have to join the upacara for a period.

and our class are very disturbing!

noise polution while our headmistress was giving her speech.

so unpolite i think.

how about the party?

not bad but not good too.

the OSIS has worked hard for it.

but rains messy it all down.

though they had pray what they called wat" onion.

kind of that. i dont know what it calls.

and it doesnt work 100%.

unlucky us!

but though it was raining outside,

there's still many people enjoy it!

feel proud of it too.

that is us, SUTOMO1 !

see how crowd was it.?

we are free at class.

narcisme mode ON!

and this is what i called narcisme.

enjoy it! =P

dont know what's wrong, the most awaited part for me,

the dance are having some problem.

thats so disapointed me.!

how cant i.?

i've stand till tired with my damn shoes which hurt me soso,

but in the end, i cant enjoy thir dance!

oh holy shit!

today i met Mr.B for times. and he's with other girl

i just could see that, keeping my mouth shut.

X(

the worst part in my day!

when lunch time, i wasnt join the girls to bought lunch.

coz i've take my lunch frm yan.

but.but.BUT.BUT!

when they came back, they gave me a very surprising news!

which makes me feel so abzz!

they met my dreamt guy when they are about buying some lunch downstair.

and with bla bla bla and bli bli bli

they can KENALAN with him!!!!!

i'm so jealous!!!!!!!! and they even shaked hand with him!!!!

what a damn me!

i didnt join them and lost this oppotunity to know him more!!
I am so ergh that time!! feeling pity me.

T.T

maybe this is not my chance but still i feel really unsatisfied!

hate it soso!
really not in mood for periods after hearing that buddy news!
ugh!!!

then when we' ve finish our school,
finnaly one of the girl told me,
thats just a joke! oh HOLY DAMN!
i was being bulled again.
i wont forget it girls!
REMEMBER you all!!

feeling funny. i'm not angry with them.
I cant be like that.
and by those, i realised something.
that is,
I WAS SO ADDICTED WITH MR.B!
i just dreaming very over already.
somebody please slaps me harder!!
!)@(o:a)&7(*@#~!

24 November 2008

i open my eyes and it's 6.30 already.
i was shocked and immediately leave my charming bed.
and its raining outside!
just love love it so.

at school, hate my shoes so much!
it's just killing my foot walking along my journey.
my old shoes it still better.

good news!
the rejecXted member known as AMINK,
who entered the accelerated class gain the 3rd rank guys!!
oh such a huge pretty WOW!
1 word to discribe him is, "INONCENT"
yes. he just take every thing as easy as light as a paper.
but he's in a mute BRILLIANT guy!
big aplause for u mink!
plok plok plok plak.
haha.

and this is that inoncent man.

enjoying his satay.

that's EDWIN STANZAH.

nyam~

gonna show you one photo,,
though not good enough coz i took it quickly.


taraaa.
an oriental mandarin characters were craft gently on the wall above.
i found it this afternoon at my school.
first i was a little bit sursprised seeing this chinese stuff at my own school.
i never known about though i've at my school for years!
oh gosh.
do you know where could you find it at our school, SUTOMO1?
find it! haha.

last but not least.
today i've seen Mr.B for times.
my friends say that he's sound of perfect looks too!
yes, he is!
i was wondering if i could have that kind of great lovely brother or boyfriend??
aaaaakh. i'm just dreaming too much.
slap me up!
xP

23 November 2008

I was chasen by the deadline of my comp project today.

really not in mood to do it since morning till night.

finally, i start doing it after i've finished my dinner.

and i just make it simple and whatever.

though its simple but it takes 2.5 hours.!

oh gosh!

but however i've made it!
d unfav. P.R.O.J.E.C.T has gone!!

heal to the world!!!

oh yeah..

today mommy bought me my a new school shoes and 2 pieces of new shirt.

and she takes home so manya plastic bags!

GLOBAL WARMING mom.

hmm.. quite love 1 piece. but not the other piece.

its okay. i'll try to love it later.

nothing to do in the afternoon,

i mix and match my newie shirt until like this.

yapyap.

narcisme mode ON

how does it looks?

feel tiring already.

time for bed!

hope that tommorow will be better.

goodnight earth.

=)

22 November 2008

today at my tuition,
one of my friend boughts her puppy for a reason.
names "baby"
it is a female dog.
and she is very very adorable!
it looks very cute.
i LOVE it soso.
see it!

she has a very small body at real.
just a two months puppy.
really gemes when i see her walking with her four short legs!
looks like a doll!! so sweet~
aih.. i want to have this kind of walking doll.

first, i was scared enough to touch her.
but, the more she comes to me,
then with her pretty big eyes staring at me,
i cant stop my hand to touch her!!
i caress her fur. so smooth.!
" i was kebawa napsu "
oh gosh. but thats not a pornaction, okay?
haha.
when the first time i carry her,
i feel very scary.
because i never take a puppy with my two hands.
but then after a minute, i have used to it.
and its fun to pick up a puppy on you!
really.. seems like i'm having a cute baby.

wanna hug her again.
little tiny puppy.
xiao bao bei,
thai ke ai le!!!

saying goodbye to the tiny puppy,
tonight it rains hardy outside.
wiw. plus ++
i havent do my comp projecT yet!
deadline is coming soon.
oh holy holy me..

21 November 2008

me n vilya, each of us,
having a person that we like.
but not person that we love.
that's different!
she knows mine and i know hers.
hoho.

and today, we are having fun again.
she keeps searching her mr.F
and i dont want to lose, i keep searching on my Mr.B!
actually Mr.F and Mr.B arent ours.
but in our dreams, they belong to us!
we are their secret admire.
=P n =b

here is Mr.B.

he's tall n looks so boyish!

I love his style so much!

he has what girls wants from their boyfriends

but i just can staring at him by distance.

=P

and this is Mr.F

actually he wears glasses.

he's soso COOL.

'terkesan cuek'

and vil loves him soso.

=b

but today i'm not as lucky as her.
she could easily found her Mr.F for many times.
me? I just could see Mr.B for twice today.
uch.. Mr.F class was our next door only.
but Mr.B class is downstair.
uuugH! Unlucky me.

about 3 oclock when we've finish our school,
as ussual me sap eka n cynth go to Sd through gg ayam.
but today we go there in wet cause of the rain.
the rain is quite heavy and we walk and wet together.
suddenly when we walking throught d rain,
danny appear behind us.
the first word he says is "uda ne tam aw kok kia ne ban koi"
doesnt sound funny right?
but, just hearing his sound and looking at his face,
i feel very funny already.
he doesnt means to act funny,
but naturally, he has the funny looks already.
i never seen such a funny boy!
you are awesome Danny!
hahaha.


back to me, is it because i'm laughing to Danny?
then my shoes suddenly was broken.
open mouth. OMG.
it open it mouth in a sudden and in a very bad situation.!
my foot was entered by some water.
BAD BAD SHOES!
but cause of that, i'm going to have a new shoes.
=P

at my piano tution,
it keeps raining outside.
but now its followed by the thunder.
jetard jetard
and again by the lightning.
surprised me for times.
WOw.!

19 November 2008

CONGRATULATION for those new couple L.O.V.E.R.S!
may ur love last forever to each other.
haha :D

today at my class,
we are addicted by the english n mandarin speaking zone.
no matter it is intensionally or what ever,
the one who omit the rule most,
will get sanction.thats to treat the other for a meal for each.
pOOr for the most.
but we've to wait for a month again to see who are the loser.
hope that's not me.

though today i've got many infringe.
pity me.
actually thats not bad.
but honestly that improves our language.
a brilliant idea.( dont be proud subur )
=P

finish my schol.
i went to print some photos,
for my photography club.
here they are. taraaa~

this photo was captured on 8 nov.
about the break dance.
i love this picture most.
though the mode and style are not perfect.
p.s. the boy here are quite cute!
i love to see his face.
but he's not tall enough but not short.
=P does it looks elegant?
mom, sis, friends all say that this look great!
and that's originally 100% my captured!
my bed lamp.
Proud me :)
my sweetie mickey.
he's the one who always watching my bad sleep.
and he's the one who always accompany me,
whenever when i go to sleep or wake up in the morning.

continue to johnson,
5 girls including me, fantastic five,
having such a hottie nyummy sate padang.
our stomatch get burn after finishing it.
our lips become pink and red.
but that still tasted NICE!
wanna try it again.
but my throat are getting bad after i finish it.
what should i plan then?

finish my johnson, going to my mandarin tuition.
having a box of lunch at car.
if i dont have any meal before my tuition,
i'll get hungry easily.
one of my bad habit.
there's no joker at my mandarin class,
so that my class is quite bored.
i often get sleepy there.
dont cha.!

feeling tired today.
wanna lay my body to the bed and cover it with my soft warm blanket.
i'm coming pillow....
still tommorow will be better.
good night everybody.
=)

18 November 2008

today is 18!
my class number.
and i was called by my chem teacher.
last day she ask us all to memories about the what valensi bla bla bla.
i rather forgot it and honestly i dont know about that.
haha. Sob.
when i was called, i was frightened.!
OMG. but fortunately,
i was helped by my friends!
thanks for joko n yun!
if not, i would be asked to write it for 20 times.!
really appriciate it.

today i bought the pattern paper fr vanessa.
I Love It soso. but my pocket money are lessen too,by buying those pattern paper.
1/8 of my pocket money has left me.
uuuch. but i wont regret.
cos it's hard to find it at medan and,
as i know, this pattern paper are seldom to get promotion, or kind of discount.
i bought it 10 and i got 2 free!
i love the word discount and free!
haha. Bad me.

start of i've gotten the pattern paper,
and my mind keep thinking about the scrapping.
really cant stop it!
thats my BAD habit..
'panas" taek ayam'.
yap, kind of that.
haha.

and and there's a good news about my friends.
they are going to be a couple soon on this 12midnight.
waiting for answer right now..
new couple are coming.
so how about me then?
H-O-P-E-L-E-S-S!
dont mind it. It's my FATE.
everything will be better for me.
keep energiing!
AZA AZA, o Yeah!
=D

i'm happy today.
dont know what's the reason,
but my heart get blooming.
hope that tommorow will be better.
LOVE you all. God Bless you.
=)

14 november 2008

tired after having my tuition till night,
just come back to home,
i heard somenews thats makes me feel depressed so much!
i'm so unmood by it!

the only thing that passed on my mind that time is,
why dont i just schooling abroad.?
i'll know nothing bad in medan.
its okay if i'm alone there.
thats better than to be here!
I want to have a new life!
i'm embarrassed with what i've been through this last day.
honestly,i've no aim after my friends are leaving.
pOOr me!

just arrive at home not more than 1 hour,
everybodys leave the house.
nobody i can see tonight.

nothing to do,
i finnaly saw something.
something which are prohibit for me to be seen!
but i want to know what is it inside.
after i read it all,
my feeling has gone messy.
my head full of bad memories!
really really in messed.

nobody to talk with,
i went to my computer.
hoping for someone there when i OL.
but,what my friends ever told me is true.
tonight i see the fact.
the more i expect, the more i'll get hurt.
the person who i wish on,are not there for me.
busy of something!
when i need you most, you are gone.

browsing the internet,
finnaly i got something which interested me.
there's a blog which insists of many tricks for scrapping.
their job were so amaze me!
you may visit this, www.cardpositioningsystems.blogspot.com

talking about scrapping, i remember my friends.
i cant call them.
because of my limit pocket money,
to buy card to call them.
feel so sorry, but after this 15 nov,
i can call them there.
after got my monthly money fr dad.

sitting breathing seeing waiting.
finnaly my phone rang!
thats SG number!!!
they called me!
they called me in a very good time.
when i need a friends to talk with.

i heard ac n mamak voice tonight.
still i keep talking to them.
many things i wanna tell them.
finnaly i can spread my feeling out.
though we just call for moments becoz of pulsa matter,
but I feel so light after speak to them, really.

i feel so pleasant.
having friends which still remember me.
they come to me when i'm hoping for some one.
thank you for both SDH n AC =)
you both are my besties forever!

good night~

13 november 2008

just arrive at school.

something is going wrong.

there's sap' bag in her chair.

so unfamiliar things to be seen,

in every ussual morning.

why? coz sap often arrive at school

by hurrying time chasing the bell ring.

and sometimes he was running to the school.

MORNING SPORT. haha.

today she arrives very early.earlier than me.

and when there's still countable person in the class.

so WOW!

apparently, thats not only me realize this weird.

and we have the same thinking!

does she comes this early,

to have a walk or to meet her dearest jod?

wakakaka.

we all are so curious by this.

then we went to jod class,

but we cant find sap there.

there's only jod.

in fact, sap comes this early coz her daddy got problem.

and she's going to cp just now.

( ga seru akh ) haha.

the one who sit behind me

was so upset today.

got problem with his GF.

hm. wish you good luck fren.

actually i got a new news fr him today.

a very unbelieveable news!

a very2 expert experience!

such a WOW privacy.

on the afternoon class,

BAHASA lesson.

which are the most relax lesson,

gives us a project.

we made a group which instead of

2 tables and 6 persons.

GROUP NINE.

its me, sap, vil, yan, eka, stan.

we discussed about Ibunda tercinta.

we made it quickly.

so then we can chit and chat or even playing after finishing it.

and yeah.we finished it,

within a period of time and even less.

maybe we r the first who finished it.

we made it simply but accurate!

cieh. though the teacher havent check it.

=P

we are free for the other one period.

we sing together, and being scolded by the teacher.

so we stop it.

we continue our free time by

sharing our experience together.

I love this situation.

we'll keep each story of us.

we promise it! haha.

so childish i see.

i forgot which one is my hand.

and this is my hand with yan' and vil'
3 of us wear bangles.

hehe.

when im in sec 3,

me with my near seat fren.

such as ac, eka, tjuip,

we often have a talk like this situation too.

but by the time pass,

when we are getting further each other,

it becomes seldom.

hmm. miss those moments very much!

today,

we speak out what we feel and see.

no matter its privacy or not,

we share it together.actually its quite funny,

remembring the pass time and problems in my class.

though its sad or happy,
but thats our class history.
it will last forever in us.

some of us realize and have the same opinion

that the sec time is the best one fr all.

especially the sec3.

yes, i agree it so much!

the moments in sec3 are so precious.

we cant get it back no matter what was happen in this world.

a very happy and interesting moments.

seems like we play and have fun all the time at school.

but when we are getting older
and now we've been a senior high skul student,

we cant be as free as when we're sec3 again.

we've to study harder.

or we'll stay 2 years or even more for a level.

( be khi pan i mean)

evrything changes when we're getting older.

that's true. childhood is the best.

though nobody could respect us,

but thats our freedom time.!

a very interesting time when we can do everything

like what we want easily without any forced.

headmistress nagged

dig dag dug.
this is what i feel,
when i receive my fren message.
he said that our class will be guested by headmistress.
he's part of the osis. so he knows many updated news.

what for do u think if a headmistress came to us?
we'll be seeing and hearing her speech!
and this time is about the questioner.
45 minutes i cant moved in front of her.

last monday, we are ask to fill a questioner.
its about our school.
they also ask us to write some suggest for our school.
and the suggest is the reason why she visited us today.

what is a suggest?
a suggest can be postif and negatif right?
from those suggest we've wrote,
she said that she's disappointed with our class la,
what what what la and bla bla bla la.
quite long nag.

and my suggest was readen by her.
what i've I suggest 4 my shool is,
dont be too focus with the SAINS.
yes, my school is too obsessed by d SAINS.
I realize and feel that.
and I think it is better if my school just dont abandon about the art.
like adding the music room.
am i wrong?
my suggest was rejected by her.

do you know what did she replied for this?
she said that the school vision n mision is on the sains,
everybody knows that,
she also said that if im not suitable i may out.
such a heart tracker sentences.
she told me just moved to the music school.

oh yeah miss. I thanked for ur suggested back.
that means i've entered a wrong school.
nono. but I think,
the school names are wrong too.
i think u miss a word for d school name.
SUTOMO SAINS school.
i think thats more suitable.!

who'll be blame?

just enter the tuition classroom,
yeah, i see a couple of person in a room.
just a couple.between teacher n a student.
that's none of my bussiness.
but thats not a good attitude to be seen by people.
i dont care.

-again-

my teacher bad bad bad and even WORST bad habit occurs again.!

he just act like all he wants.

today we learnt about physics.

and when he's explaining,

I feel very sleepy.

but thats not only me.

the others are like that too.

and unintentionally,

one of my friend makes a sound.

HOAAAAMM.

nah, this time the cinema began.

his unmood is ON. click.

he start to explaining with his unhappy face.

nearly like a dead people face.

a very obnoxious looks.

truly speaking,

really wanna slap his face!

uGh! so abominable.

a silent night in the class.
u can just hear d aircon sounds there.
plus a very unhappy n horrible teacher face infront of u?
imagine how sleepy u'll be?
just to ask the question,
u'll feel very uncomfort.
what d hell.

its true in this problem thats ur student mistake.
but u doesnt need to act that silly act when u r teaching.
u said that we've to be active when studying.
do u see who makes who unactive today?
how can ur student get improvement by that?
thats not weird if most of ur student move to other tuition.
look at ur self infront of d mirror.
what have you done so that most of ur student are moving along?
u are deserved by that!
keep ur bad habit away,
if u dont wanna lose your student.
students which have followed you for years!

annoyed for today

damn with that guys.

my own stupidity.
how can I believe on those handwriting?
pick that off from me!

maybe it's my fault to be serious
by those simply words of yours.
though it means nothing for you, but
dont u ever told me anything,
if u doesnt really meant it!.
dont be a LIAR infront of me.
I'm sick seeing that behaviour.

u break my good mood today,
and what you've gained from that?
apparently the teacher knows my feelings,
u are caught red-handed with ur mobile.
that should be your damned.
pOOr you.

n for the other guy,
never uses our past,
to be played with in ur jokes.
i dont like that, and I HATE that.
hope u MIND it!
its not funny for me.
but annoyed me so much!

jod B'day party

9 november 2008
Happy Birthday for jodhe n vinsont.

hm..
today jodhi invite me to his birthday party
at sushitei.
there are 12 teens at there.
but only 4 of them, which i known.
just know but not 'close'
except sapi, who is jodhe 'gebetan'
and the one who sit beside me at school.
haha. does he invite me becoz of sap?
yes, i think so.

i feel that i'm so disturbing them (sap n jod)
how cant i feel that,
first, jod wonder to take sapi by his car to the party,
BUT sap ask me to join.
OMG. it still okay.

at the sushitei.
cause jod friends are late.
so there's only me sap n jod there.
this time i feel very very very uncomfort.
really really wanna escape from there.

i'm too disturbing already.

and i'm just like a parasit there.

lets imagine if im not there.

there'll just a couple at there.

they will be together, just two of them.

and that's absolutely a good chance for jod

to 'dor' sap.

for me, i think the place that he serve,

it's quite ROMANTIC already.

the situation are so supported.

I'm a PARASIT, PARASIT, PARASIT!

so sorry for jod n sap.

-,-

what i feel there is,
SPEECHLESS.
all of jod frens are stranger for me.
though we get known each other for the first at there,
but still we feel shy to each other.
if there's my friends there,
absolutely it will be very noisy
and we got thousands of things to talk with.
in here we got nothing.
just staring at them talking there with their friends.
at least, i enjoy the meal.
hoho. and i got some new friends.


finishing our lunch,
times up. its 2pm already.

we got Quantum of Royal,

James bond 007 at SUN21 theater.

then we continue to SUN plaza.
hestya took us there.
SHE drives her car by herself.
i'm so amazing with that.
so WOW.!!
I wonder when can I be like her?
cant wait already.

back to home,
it's raining softly out there.
feel the rain and the dark sky,
cause me missing somebody.
somebody who 'ever' colour up my life.

at least,
thank you for today.
I enjoy it too.
hope that those couple
could become a real couple soon.
hoho.

memory's video

what can i say about today?
NOTHING SPECIAL AT ALL.
BORED is all I feel.

I miss my Bestfriends.
wanna have a a call with her.
wanna chit and chat.
wanna have a talk.
and ask about her life at there.
but my phone is out of pulsa.
I forget to refill it today.
abosolutely BAD

now, its about video time.

though its not 100% smooth.
only a simple video actullly.
this was our (me n AC) plan since months" ago.
but we just can finish it,
( finish it half maybe )
on the last day ac in medan
before she fly over the ocean.

created on 1 november 2008
at AC home, after scrapping album together.

OMG.
need a long long time just to upload a 30 seconds video.
it makes me feel lazy to upload the others 2 or 3 behind the scene video,
though some of behind the scene is quite funny for me.
i can laugh by myself seeing the video.
haha.

otherwise, i upload this,
my big surprised on my 15th bithday.
I look ugly when i'm crying.
hmm..

but, everytime i see this video,
something weird in me.
feel that something wanna went out from my eyes.
T.T

i cant have this birthday again next year.
i have to past it without my bestfriend beside me.
I dont want to face it, really!

this video was record by Steven.
with his sony mobile. ( i dont know what type is it)
so many sounds of my friends occur in that video.
ac, subur, tjuipek, jumbo, n sdh laugh.
haha. there's also the cutie bday cake.
with my unfinished lunch.

a sweet happy birthday song,
from my dearest friends.
thanks everybody.

miss that moment very much.
:')

2 november 2008

after have a busy week,
preparing something memorable for the scholar,

and today is the day!

saturday night,

i stay all night til 2 oclock.
decorate 9 books for the sholar.

this saturday i made a scrapbook all along my day,
except when i have my mandarin til 8.30.

feel so tired.

sunday morning,

just sleep for 3 hours i've to get up again.

first, my friend has give me a morning call.

i've wake up and receive it.

coz today we've to send them at the airport before 7.30,
we went there together so we've to prepare early
and i join tjuipek car again.

feeling so sleepy,

think that i wanna sleep for a minute again.

just a minute, BUT

when i woke up again by the phone ring,

i was shocked!

he's already at thamrin and that's near my home already!

o my GOSH.

i wake up early and have an express bath.!!

with the cold cold water in the bathroom.

feeling so freezy!

i leave my home.

when the sky is still dark.

short moments before arrive at the airport,

i feel a little scared.

an undefined feeling attack me!

i've made myself,

wont cry by their leaving.

but unfortunately,

at the airport, just seeing their face,

i cant control myself!

i just can say,

SUN HONG friends.

leaving the airport

we continue having a breakfast together at golden yen

i feel so tired at there.

i dont have a cheer mood.

maybe becoz i have less time for my bed.

and after crying out, i feel so sleepy.

really.

but we still in narcism mood even we feel tiring.

that's US! =P

back home at 10.30,
no other reason,
i immediately go to my bed.
become a dying pig in my bed.
and i've dream of them.
dont know how can i dream it.
i'm dreaming that they cancel their fly
and visit my home together.
a very strange dream for me.

suddenly i was shocked again.
this time is jum's calls.
i've to take an express bath again.
oh dear,
today i was shocked in express twice!
sport my heart.

at kyna bday party,
i was so amazed by her big pretty n girly bday cake!
really really lascvious!
concealing the morning problem,
not a problem actually.
thats about their fly.

and i play games here.
have a quite fun games.
make up the boys with lipstic by my eyes getting closed,
is the most funny game for me.
i laugh laugh in this game.
look at bastian unguilty face!
he was make up by me
and we get the second rank.
haha.

a very interesting bday party.
I love it so.
especially when we fly the ballon.
a very nice things to do!

i was stuck in the middle. =P

leaving the party,
we went to geof home at cemara for a while,
sending a present for him
then we continue to merdeka walk.
we've all feeling tired already.
having no fun there.
huem..

then as ussual we go home
by tjuipek cars.
and i'm the last.
wew. he feels sick at car.
maybe feeling very tired already.
everbody's did today.

last but not least,
wishing a good luck for the scholar there!
keep contact friends.
need a year to see you again.
i'll be missing you so.

=)