peep it out

peep the day.
finally i got a free time here. hoho. many things has passed out recently. sweet sour bitter. being so glad to be part on the performance for the new year festival, preparing by exercising in every single free time. yeah, with abandont of study of course. quite happy being a part in the buddhism tales and the new year dance, though i didnt in part of heal the world hand language. i want it the most! i ignored everything just for this festival. my time is just ruined up by the words BUSY that time.
BUT eveything messed up since i have my exam. hard to admit it but what can i do else. i got a chicken pox. :( :( :( i'm not sure i can attend the festival, so all my performance were being yank out. all my struggle for exercising being useless since there are little pip pop in my whole body. honestly, i'm totally ail that time. no body i can blame to.

yet thanks for those who always support me hardly that time.
especially tiff and freak. i'm glad having friends like you. :)))
i never seen such a caring friends. and i'm really touched when tiff said she want to visit me.
she makes me heart her more then :)

but GOD is fair. i'm getting better this soon. just scars left. so i can attend there by mom' allowance. though no performance anymore. i'm quite dissapointed with myself huh.
nevertheless, i can pass my old n new with my dearest tiff and others, thats worth enough for me :). and now, there are many2 banned food. i can count with my finger whats just the food that can get in my stomach. its really suffered to restrain my food appetite. gosh!

thats all i want to peep out. maybe i'll post out my whole activity in 2009 before 2010 come. haha. wish me a better health and,
HAPPY HOLIDAY FOR ALL. :D
merry christmas!

hello

hello my almost neglected blog. long time i dont keep in touch.
busy busy mill all the day. time keeps leaving me out here with pile of works. ah! how great it would be if there's extra 4 hours in a day, my life would be really captivate.
: stop grumble : every day must be a gift. haha.

BLIA YAD 1st dharma speech was totally success. though not for one of my shouyu performance. hihi. but totally, the last perform might be good enough. ^^

my next event is my duet piano concert, straberry cheesecake on 29 nov. my 1st duet perform. :D hope i can do great. banzaaa!

1 week countdown :D

tambo

hello hello world.

















i do heart it. tQ yullica cc. haha.
i havent name the teddy bear yet. will be named asap. :D
i keep wondering, why dont there 8 days in a week?
it must be better if i got 1 more extra day.
i dont get enough time for all of the waiting list.
babablacksheep!
GOD please keep my health fit! amithofo.:)

teddy bear

i'm crazying of teddy bear!
heart. heart. heart.
since my birthday present yet my first teddy bear from my bro gf.
i browse and i found that it named KEN. whoo (!)
but i figured up that mine, the feet is a little bit shorter.
haha. i'll shoot up mine later.




and i really want to dress the teddy bear with these costume.
honestly i want that custome in me too.
i'm nerds.! *aaaaa*

they are crazy sweet. oh my gosh!

flat flat flat

sick season is following me.
aaaih. friday night and saturday full, i feel horrible.
everything is messy up till this morning,the top of my silicitous.
saturday night i slept at 7pm and wake up at this morning 7am.
and i had my theory test at 9am with pages of terms which i havent memories and the what bla bla bla ornaments.
gosh! it frightened me deadly this morning.
2 hours to go and i havent prepared anything yet.
fortunately, i met my frotune angel nearby my exam seat.
she helped me a lot. idk what will my test be without her.
aaaa, thanks GOD!

i'm feel light for a moment before going to my tuition.
exam again and again and again.
*aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa*

i feel blank
i feel zero
i feel flat
i feel hole

-_-"

im 16

i start my 16 with physics homeworks and horrible english speech!
akh. busy dizzy me.

then,
thank you. thank you. thank you. thank you. thank you. thank you. thank you.
thank you. thank you. thank you. thank you. thank you. thank you. thank you.
for cakes, surprise, present, balloon and everything. :D

i feel so hambar to write. not in a good mood to write, XOX

M.! tonight i held my GR at kyt. thank you for the BLIA YAD! thank you for the 4 version birthday songs. i love it soso! XD
"he" remember my birthday and greet me there as the 1st 1st 1st!

may the happy day last forever.
GOD BLESS everybody

:D :D :D


try to forgetting the exam! UUUGH!

xox

just get back from tauchang , exercising the upcoming shou yu, xi shou xiang qian.
aku terharu mreka posisin aku di tengah2 bwt acara shou yu nanti.
padahal dlm minggu ni, w absen 3x n baru tadi pg lat. whueee.
then, my only lovely shoes, kebanjiran air becos of the heavy rain. wekz.
plus2 i havent memorise the speech and havent completed yet.
yet, my physics is dead! gosh.

GOD BLESS ME!
:D

good bye tamarin 2009

medan, i'm back

6 days laugh and grief have been sketch out at xiang shan shi. hard working, big struggle, standing for a day as a receptionist, shou yu performance, tremble by the cold till the little opportunity with him has colour up my first tamarin. though at the beginning, problems attack the waiter system that has caused him being scolded and turning him like a living corpse, still BLIA yad family help us to solve it together. xiang shan shi has now become my second home where i can be me and stay warm with my big family, BLIA yad id. we didnt need a long time to have the feeling of a family. i love them, because we are family :D

23 sept early morning 2 am, though i still want to have a talk with them and see the real hipnotis by joce, but i was already tumbang. the supervisor drop down some tears that night. some feeling wth him is smoldering hardly there every minute. grudgingly, i've to settled up and clear away those forbidden feeling. what a mess!

finished the tamarin, i continued my journey at brastagi with family for a night only. got something to wear at the traditional market. and now, here i am at my home sweet home with the brastagi stuff from up to down.

gonna back to the real life of mine. :))

gotcha!

yesterday i have my first test drive at cemara with mom.
oh gosh. belajar nyetir itu menyeramkan!
my heart beat dig dug dag dog strongly.
i&mom were shocked because of me.
and as result,cuman bs jalanin mobilny dengan mulus seperempat bundaran.
how stupid i am.


time is chasing me.
i havent finish packed up yet.
havent find up the blush on.
argh.argh.argh.

5 hours to go then still have to go to my piano tuition.
and i do hate my bach pieces. :S

gtg now. wish me good luck for the tamarin.
and mind you visit xiang shan she and meet me there.
xD
adios!

welcome my lovely holiday

11 days holiday is infront. hip hip hooray!

on this last day, medan was attacked by the big hard rain.

water everywhere at sutomo. fortunately havent turn to ocean yet. haha.

big boom water from the left and right side.

we are wet under the chimney! wiw.

unfortunately, i skip my mandarin tuition tonight.

have a very tight sleep at home. rainy day is the best time to have a nap.

everbody knows, bebek pun tahu. haha.

hope that i can leave the resentful lesson behind in this holiday.

they are so piss me off! then,

HAPPY HOLIDAY for all.

:D

go go aza

i pass the selection.
LANJUTKAN! hoho. we do love SBY!

just came back from tc, GR for the last.
got very many odd-on chance to go with, but i just find out something.
something that is terrible, we both are in the same cognomen, 林
nyooo~ it runs out all hope, gosh!

being busy in this last week, many of my works are being neglected.
yayap. 3 days to go. got to prepare everything well.
and the most important, keep my stamino good.

i heart hat

i heart HAT!

especially the boundary hat or cutie knit one.

oh gosh! i'm crazying of hat hat and hat!

i have none of them but i want all of them.

i was wondering where can i find the boundary straw hat at my hometown. :((

yesterday i skip my tuition becos of the pingpong little tournament.

i was lose by the junior macho girl! fortunately, i got a pingpong bag as a2nd.

and today i have my full time with the BLIA yad's. preparing for the tamarin.

i love them&shou yu more and more each day!

especially vera tiff achai(!) sw cia2 n others who have help and support me alot. :))

yet tommorow is the selection day! i havent memories up perfectly the 3 pages xin jing.

BLESS ME A GOOD LUCK for TOMMOROW peeps!

:DD

busy busy week

tamarin is nearer, and i'm getting busy this week.

8.9 (!)having my ussual activity start from the morning till the evening then continued learning shou yu till 8pm on night. then the next day 9.9, having my pingpong n tuition till night again makes me sick n lost my spirit for the full next day10.9. just feel better today 11.9

though nothing last till this moment, but still sometimes i'm getting awkward infront of them.
a little benefit from my sickness, i save my Rp10.000 cause of losing my mood for photos. xD.
today i got good news at my piano tuition. i'll have a duet play at a concert by ananda sukarlan. havent try the pieces yet. this might be my first duet pieces in a public concert.
then, i havent memories the 3 pages xin jing and havent prepared well for the shou yu.
got to take care of my health. 1 week to go. fight! :)




many people are celebrating their birthday this week.
happy birthday for all of you. everyday must be a great day
i bless you :D

rain rain = flood

just start playing this, poupe girl. still a beginner. o_o

full medan ocean

when usually i&sist just need a 10 minutes to get home from tuition, and tonight, we were stuck for 1 hour within cars around and rains. medan is totally wacky! my sister was driving, when i was beside her, and we got trauma with the ocean outside car. the flood is bonker! pray to GOD my home sweet home get saved. horrible!

welcome SEPTEMBER!

the new may come, but still the old skecth a bad feeling inside.
a month of a bitter strawberry.





little natural law,
teens got time & energy but no money.
parents got energy & money but no time.
grandmaparents got money & time but no energy.

but nowadays, i dont feel that i get enough of time,
life must be more wonderful, if theres 8 days in a week.
what should i be?

i'm abz

just back from my tuition and i'm getting stressed!
exam has just ended and i've to start studying again and again.
no matter how shocking will the exam be,
i just feel that the head teacher is not supporting us, but exactly let us down.
what a bad!

life would be amazing if theres no exam!

get off the stress!

theres a surprise for vinny 16th birthday this morning.
we went to her house, leave the TKP on 7.45.
and we are late! we ran from bintang corner to the school gate,
they are going to close the door when theres still girls lefted behind,
but by subur innocent, he said to sr.rudy, " se tan henk se, kok u cabo koe"
he's sick! xD but because of him, we were save!
we are the last who survived from the late list today. lol.

tabulasi was given today, and give a big DAMN to my score. abzz.
get off the stress, i planned up my tommorow meal.
morning, i'll go to sd with ac to buy apo cha pui.
and afternoon, i'll have MIE SOP.!
not yet planned for my dinner.

i must have them tommorow! hosh!
gtg for my project now.
baibai :}

finally

finally there are girls on wednesday pingpong exkul!
i feel so light seeing them! hwaaah~
and theres a 5000 tournament on 5 sept.
idk how will it be. :x

my sis 21 bday

happy 21th birthday to my sis

after being absent from tc for a month, finally today i can get there again. but just for a short moment, because today is my sis 21th birthday. nobody's home, so she take me along with her and her bf (!)
we dont know that her friends is preparing her a surprise, when we arrive at socrates, some of them have arrived there holding a cake and sing the song. she is doeng and so do i. lol.



then with them, we go to USU. celebrating the KMB 17th years.
unfortunately, medan tu sempit.
many of my friends and people that i know were there, and they are my sis junior.
wOw.


just getting bored with the long speech.
we moved to SUN,
then back home, just tired last.

tommorow school will begin again. no more free and free.

*****

spread them out

my school exam has ended up yesterday.
but i still cant feel-free even if in my dream until this afternoon.
20 of august, i have my 1st royal test at jw.marriott. only a 3rd grade.
i exercised it since last year just for today 15 minutes.
and i feel that the piano sounds sooo silent with me.
no hope for the sight reading.
plus the jury is not as kind-hearted as i'd imagined. sigh*







last day exam with girls.

yesterday i visit my ex-teacher met the brace angella there. she just said that my hair is longer already then i have my hair cut 2 hours just after she send me that message. haha.
i cut up my hair for about 10cm long. my first impression of my haircut is square2. eps.
and i just realize that since school exam, my eyes is turning like a frog.
amigosh. this might be just my own feeling.



not a present from anybody but i found it at somewhere blogs.
and it cost so deadly just for this bouquet of red roses.
S$gd 285 multiply rp.7000 = rp. 1.955.000
oh my GOD!


i miss you B ):

wth

i hate you physics!!

aaaaa! how can i be so damn.
it was clearly stated that i ever done the problem before.
but then why cant i get the exact answer within that 2 hours.

pity of me makes me hungry.
want to scream out loud.
*A*

this is indonesia

16 agustus 2009 3pm.

sebelum jam itu, gw sempat siapin diri bwt ngerayain independents day nya RI yg ke 64. sempat jg ngerasa jiwa nasionalis di gw sejak nntn trailernya movie merah putih. tapi setelah siang tadi, niat dan kebanggaanku trhdp indonesia gw hanyut ditelan habis. oala.
inilah indonesia yang sempat kubanggakan.
inilah indonesia tempat lahir beta.
inilah indonesia tempat beta dibesarkan bunda.
mobil yang diparkir di jalan, ga lebih dari 1 jam, kaca spion 2 2 nya ilang tak berjejak.
tak bisa kubayangkan, apa kata para pahlawan di atas.

math is over

3 days holiday.

HIP HIP HURA HURA!



never wish more in this exam.
B(

durian season vs test season

essay s*cks!

not only mafia, but also the biology and blablabla. every subject got essay test which has the 50% score. holly what.

i'm in 1 table with an IS boy when exam. bravo for him on the first day. i didnt saw him write anything at his lju. i'm in need of time, and he's just uselessed his time. i really want to stole his time. uaah! my exam this time, just let it be! i'm trying to enjoy my 2 years left school days.
i saw many last year graduated student at school today, but no B! it has been a long time i didnt saw B. hwaaa~

after hard working for 3 days 3 nights, finally today i got a refreshment at my tuition. i really enjoy today. after most of the student get home which means just some of us at the 3rd floor, we start gossiping! no opening no ending. after gossips for a time, they accompany me going to my another tuition to collect something by walking. we are not global warming! xD. the cloudy clouds is so support today!




gossip with them.! :B

homealone

homealone.

nobody prepare my meal. i was tortured!
haha. joking. actually mom ask me to buy my own meal but i forget to buy it when i'm back home frm tuition. fortunately, i prepared my meal myself. just a simple meal but it needs 30 minutes just to prepare it. i was wondering, is it the life of a housewife? i've get tired just to prepare a meal. how about if 3 meals a day? mom must be a superwoman. (!)




having lunch with mellow music at home, feel that the world is so peace. troubles have been left behind. finally i can let it be.
lalalal~ i'm having a good mood today. :P.
got to op. going back to the chem. happy-fighting sutomo-ers!. everyday must be a great day. :D

ps. sunhong bwt kakek yg ngefans m dewi persik xD

pet peeving day!

what an off day.

just in the early morning, trouble comes. idk that the bio lab paper must be given today. i didnt hear the teacher said about it and nobody told me. so i didnt bring it to school. this is the 2nd time i collect it without school stamp! such a dog gone!
my piano lesson today is totally disarray. my royal test is coming this 20 and today i made so many mistakes in front of my teacher. not only me just get stressed with my play, my ms also feel that. and i've been scolded a little by her.

a little good news, i've receive my exam card, and i'm in a class and in the same type with 2 of my friends. the nearest is with riandy who is a superman for me! he always help me in everything but i cant fully depend on him fully this time. i'm quite afraid of the keeper.

others, my miss want me to attend a competition. i was glad with it. i just have to record my play and burn it in a vcd. but troublesome again. i didnt have any handycam. if i use the digital camera, i'm not sure it will give a nice pic nor sounds. then, the deadline will be this wednesday. exam is chasing me and now i got problems again. i really want to cry T-T SOB.

i really wish that i could abscond from all the pressure inside me.
somebody please help me.
:'(

dead beat

'masa sma itu masa sekolah yang paling indah'

someone please tell me what does it mean. the senior high school life is just a far cry from my visionary. gth.
keep that words far away from me. *sigh

exam is coming within a week and i touch nothing of my materials this 2 weekend days. amigo~

today, i go to sun with mom then join my sister with her friends at cambridge. i never laugh like crazy like today since years ago. just for a short hours, and i laugh till stomachache and lost my voice. they are totally awesome! haha.

hopefully that tommorow i'll start the killing BIOLOGY. i was soso bored with it. euyh.

like :)

idk why, but i'm falling in love with this pics.
the girl, hair, style, costume & pose, i love them all gosh!

gee*

yesterday i went to see doctor and he ask me to have this in my consume list every day.

must white. no yellow. and the white smeel so odd. gosh. idk will it affective on me in my age? then, i weighed out my weight and it increased 1kilo since last time i visit the doctor. OMG. now i become 53. i dont want it incresing again. thats out of enough. gee*

today

Flu is now far away from me. capcus! haha. but something amusing happen today. thursday, i'll have my theory tuition after school. and just now, just 10m from my tuition place, i got a message frm my friends that remind me that today is the 5th week. means no music lesson! my sister has drive me there useless. OMG. why didnt i read the message earlier.

do you know what is this?

i believe 90% of my friends do hate this kind of food. people call this jengkol aka " low profile food ". one for sure, low doesnt always mean bad. though this food didnt looks & smell good, but the taste is not really bad. really. my family will have this with pecal. thats a tradition in our family. but grandma said, dont eat this too much, because it will be poisoned to us. try it someday. haha.

new record

yesterday i made a new record.!
i sleep on 7pm and get up at 6am. which mean, i sleep for 11 hours and its the earliset and longerst time i get asleep along my school day. i sleep till my back hurt but i'm satisfied with it. haha. yesterday my very bad flu came out again and i rather cant feel my nose anymore! thats why i sleep so early.

today, snizzing everywhere cause my blocks of tissue was gone just in a day. thats global warming man! i'm a part of the c&s choir in my class right now. it just getting more crowded each day. the cough and sneeze today, make my form teacher shakes her head. we are playing awesome! haha. god bless us. exam is coming and i havent prepare anything yet. krezy me! sigh*

mom is crazying about balley dance
sister is crazying about cooking
brother is craying about his ps
and i'm crazying about drinking water.

today me n fren, whenever we drink water, we will tell each other to drink it too. but then something embrassing happen to me when we ask romy to drink his water. he saw us and say, " lu lang si u hamik gerakan si? ". sounds nothing funny here, but not when our mouth is full with water just now. my friend can hold it and i've try hard to hold it, but i cant hold the funny anymore, so the sounds of my falling water was heard around my silent class. i dont know how many pairs of eyes are looking at me that time. bleeh.

happy birthday to ekaputra.
we make a surprise but thats not as surprise as we hope.
nevertheless, theres a big party at our class. i like them :D



the birthday guy


i choose this cake

but then because of the brutal of my class, it becomes like this.

me after the colek2

idk will i sleep early tonight. cause i just wake up from my nap this 8. and i;m having a sore throat. aaaah! i'll be a part of my class choir tommorow. OMG

hot issue

when mr.RS is explaining how will it be if we swallowed the gum, a very hurly-burly issue came to my class. a issue that tell theres a B-o-M at sd sutomo medan. first i thought that that must be only-gossip, but apparently i just get believe with this issue when i saw many parents inside BP carrying their child back plus, many of my friends siblings who are at the TKP have been carrying back home by their parents. this issue riotous everywhere around my school. then i heard from mom' driver said that the road is totally jam infront of sd with crowded, policeman, reporter and theres also pemadam kebakaran car. iwaw.
i'm not at TKP so i cant comment anymore. i was wondering will it appear at the first page of the newspaper tommorow. just wait n see.
i just believe that everything is a fate. so, never afraid of what will happen next second. :B

health issue: the sounds of coughing inside my class can be a nice choir then. sicks viruses are spreading widely. watch out fellas.!

sick season

my class absence list is crowded by the words sick-sick-sick-sick.
SICK fever is coming peeps! where exam with essay is coming soon. so euyh.!

for those who are in indonesia and so do the one who are in singapore,
dont forget to drink 8 glass of water + an apple a day. people needs 1.8L of water and the apple may keep the doctors away.
keeps your stamina fit guys! :)

music camp 2009

my 1st music camp. it was held on 19-20 july 2009.

a camp that has been set 3 months ago and a tour that i've probably forgotten because thats only take 1 night and 2 days at brastagi. haha. but, thats nicer than i've been expect. with a new experience, having my piano concert outside town. :)

little words,
i was in a part of the 3rd bus that named 'dynamic'. the trip was just suit the tittle very much. enjoy and worry becomes 1. nothing happens at the first, but then on the half road, the bus got some problem that cause the ac to be turn off! oh gosh. but finally, we arrive at mutiara hotel brastagi alively. xD

we got seminar from mr. wilson quah in the afternoon, who also will see out evening concert.

and my miss, make me up before we show off and i just feel dont confidence with my eyes then. i think its too black. uah.!

some minutes before my performence, my hands start to become wet and wet! it will happen to me if i get nervous. o.O. many supported advice from my senior who sit right beside me, kendrick but i totally forget it after i stand infront of the stage. i dont want to comment anything about my performence. my fingers are wet while playing the piano tuts! nevertheless, i got aplause also. so idont want to mind anymore. x(

with Mr.Quah

back to room, getting narcis with my roommate. nice part xD

cuci muka pun di foto. xD

before go to bed,

good night*good night

what a shiny morning,

got games at the park,

bought many gelang handmade souvenir. i love them!

otw to the strawberry garden. need 15 minutes times to walk inside to get the garden. we were just get burn at there.! i just costume like a thief.

but the garden was nice. though many strawberry has been taken. i just got a very little. :(

we start going back to medan at 3 and arrive at medan music at 6 with no prob. i get asleep at the bus for an hour till my neck become hurt. wez.

i feel that the IDR.500thousand fee worth more than it cost!

i like this trip very well and i want to join it again anytime. cause it gives me many experience by its concert and games + many free snacks are available. :D