Friday, May 29, 2009

exam will end soon

heal to the world! exam will be end soon! but idk how is my exam results. i just wish that i'll pass it. i dont wish any much better for it. whatever if i'll get DO, i'll take it as a new experience. lol. any prediction cause i didnt write my answer for each. why? cause i just dont wanna do such a silly things that will destroy my holiday! my lovely holiday is coming. i've list my-awaited-summer-holiday-schedule days by days. just cant wait any longer. *aaa*.

when preparing for the biology test -d most killing subject- i get a very bad.worse.worst. flu, which is a blessed from vil. i was tertular by her. LOL. my nose cant keep yelling and producing even just a couple of seconds! why i said it is a bless? because of my flu, i cant take a rest in the afternoon and skipping my biology. i also got a white.blue.yellow pills from doctors. and the pills cause me have a very tight sleep from 9 to 7. and again i fogot about my bio. i feel lucky with this bless when some of my friends just sleep for an hour more just for preparing the bio but i'm not. i just read a little part and learnt the STL. then i feel pesimis when arrive at school cause there's an issue that said this time there will be only 5 numbers that from STL. give 6 for the issue maker. it was totally destroying wrong issue. luckyly, i didnt get too bad like my pass bio exam. GOD BLESS ME! thank you.

gonna take a rest. mommy is calling me down.
CYa everbody. wish you all a good luck for the next exam.
goodnight :)

Friday, May 22, 2009

times to prepare

test is coming and i was chasen by lots of materials. i'm wishing that tommorow is the 2nd of june. where i can be set free, raising up my wings to do anything i've been plan of.

yesterday holiday where my friends are all preparing for the exam, i was at sun with mom. GOSH. idk what i'm thinking. nevertheless i got my chemist with while waiting for mom having her haircut.

just a single gossip, yesterday sun get off of electricy for around 10seconds. i never know that things could happen in the no.1 mall at medan. LOL.



i found something at ace hardware. a stuff with the label 'miss B'. but the stuffs cost so crazy. imagine a skinny and simple pencil case cost rp.100thousands more.! but i want it. :

i miss it. <3

today, the 22th of june, its the last day i stay in X01 being a class secretary. idk wheter i'll be a X1a01 student or not. i'm not sure :(. whatever. being moved to another class, i've to be (+). i'll have new friends and maybe new life. just hoping that i can enjoy my school life not like my days like this last months with no impression. truely speaking, sometimes i feel sick of it.
my feeling is scramble off today! i really miss my secondary moments. where i can share my grief and laugh with them who really understand me. i spend my day eithers in school or tuition with lots of memory. its kind of hard finding how i felt that time in my real life today.
gonna off to study. hope that i can get my best :).
good night earth.
ps. hope that just now testing teacher could be a sutomo new math teacher.
idk why, i feel pity of him. he just get a little nervous. but he's not bad at all

Sunday, May 17, 2009

hello world :D long time no see. miss to blog and spreading some tips to readers. this tips i got from tc this mornink. and i feel it 'till cry a.g.a.i.n. but thats not only me. the others also been touched today. hope u can read it seriously and calmly. :)

topic : thanks to mommy and daddy

maybe you ever wonder, who's thinking of u,who's really loves u and say it honestly, maybe you were daydreaming that there will be a charming prince or princess that will give the happiness for you. you dont need to dream that far cause as u know, there's someones who always give u the happiness and who always support u from behind. nor ur gf neither bf. that's mom&dad. their love for u knows no bound.

have you ever been thinking, why you can live in this world and sitting in front of comp reading this? yes, thats because mom&dad give you a life to live. it might sounds simple but have u ever been thinking deeply, their big struggle to keep you alive in healthy and warm? just before you taking ur first breath in this world, both of your parents have been saving u from bad things. and they even have been set every plans up to give u all the best in time u were born. mom dare to bet her life just to give u a life and dad works hard in hot and rain just to serving ur life. do u see how precious are u for them? when you said, mom&dad dont love u bcause they are working outside everyday and leaving u alone. well, they did that not because they dont care with you but thats because they loves you. warm house, car transport, useful gadget that u earn, they are all from the sweat of ur parents. they always try their best to full all your wishes. paying ur schoolfee, giving all facilities for you, and bet their life just for u, do you know how much do it all cost? they count u FREE. u know other people wont did that for u except ur parents.

so, how precious are your parents for you?till this thousands of days you live,what have you done to make them proud of you? parents never wish anything from u. just seeing you grow healthy, that was their big dreams. they are willing to wear a thorn shoes just to bought u a new shoes. their children is the only things that they loves in this world. no matter they were choosen by a BMW or the white house, they would still choose you, a only human being that dont have anything. theres only 1 key to pay their kindness for u, thats a childloves. they dont need ur money, money worth nothing for them if u are not with them. but by ur care with them and keeping their feeling good, they will saw ur loves to them. ( actt. the mainpoint is "berbakti to our parents". idk whats the english. lol. ).people always have chance to get back. when u still have time to showing ur loves for ur parents, do it asp. cause u never know when u cant see them forever. regret always comes late. never ask anything from them when you still cant give them everything.

thats all that i want to share with. hope that it's worthy for everybody :)
my bro gf bought mom a cake.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

tiring fun sunday

tiring fun sunday.

i was shocked at once when i receive yan called on 6.30 in the early mornink. how cant i, when we've to gather at tc at 6.30 and i wake up at 6.30. take a mornink job in a hurry and express to tc. luckyly they havent went to citra and leave me alone. fiuh. we got 2 cars with no-boys are allowed but swim suits girls exist. lol. we all are around 15 people and we've absolutely getting fun playing the water. i never know that medan has such a beautiful swimming pool with lots of games inside. i was scared enough when playing the water perosotan. and there's once, vil chase me from behind and with her slim light body, she pass over me and get in front of me in the circle and round water perosotan. gosh! that really shocked sw, who has unfortunately kick vil from behind. scarying her was fly over the perosotan becos of sw super kick!
my hair always looks messy while swimming. -_-"
this place was recommended! Citra garden swimming pool.
having fun with friends, i was recently forgot about my comp project and exam is coming soon!!!!. aih.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

do you know?



every body must have known about this guy, JASON MRAZ.
and do you know that he is a vegetarian?
hoho. he loves alpokat very much.
i feel happy to heard that. my fav singer is the same like me. :p
and again, i just known that his MRAZ means, MR. A-Z.
including MR.B i think. lol xD.
now, i'm so in love with his single, if it kills me. you may try it!



Lyrics | Jason Mraz Lyrics | If It Kills Me Lyrics

Friday, May 8, 2009

i love yesterday and i hate today.


a happy 24 hours
yesterday i've got 2 good news in the early mornink.
1. when i've just arrived at school, reading joce magz, i saw a Citra lotion scrapbook competition. asp, i decide to join it it! but we have to search the info from gogirl magz from may-november magz. and the announcement will be issued on january '10. still a long time to go. but honestly i put hope on it! :)

2. before entering the first lesson, jum told me about a study tour of hospitality at KL. GOSH! i got 2 good news in around 15 minutes in the mornink. the study tour is about hospitality which is my aim for my future and it cost not too much like the china study tour. but its only takes a week where china's takes 3 weeks. nevertheless, its all about hospitality and we'll stay at BUCH, berjaya university college of hospitality. i've saw the schedule that will be held there, and i say 100% YES for it. yippe.

and asp again, i ask my mom that mornink, after mom said OK, then i called my daddy who has the answer of my dreamlist! i brave myself, and taraaa~ daddy allowed me. i've got a very good news and both of my parents permission in 1x12 hours. i cant tell you how happy i was yesterday.!!


surprise morning-annoying afternoon-enjoyable night.

blind morning, gotta go to tjuipek house in case of celebrating his birthday and paying my debt. and believe it or not, today i blow a 16th bithday cake in a ketidaksengajaan but its not my cake. lol. actually it was dedicated to the birthday boy, who went to the bath in the morning for a very long hours. i dont know what did he do in the bathroom every day, but general truth, his personal bath time is enough for my mom+I+sis+bro+grandma time taking a bath. we waited him getting out from bathrum for a long time. but, its perfectly surprise for him. yah, hope so. i've no debt anymore. this is all also by the behindthescene people, jum,vil,yan,erl,and sont. special thanks for them. our plan, get along though not perfect.




in the afternoon, finally i got message whis is a apologize that i cant join the study tour cause of they said that they cant serve a vegetarian at least 20 person on it. i'm so frightened by it and i get so dazzling plus a very bad mood. i got my tears fall down by itself that time :(. my yearly wishlist since years. if its not about hopitality, maybe i wont be this down. yah, still my friends wake me up, and sorry if i'm getting emotional this afternoon. i cant concentrate on my piano tuition. beside that, i was scolded by mom cause of my time having a meal inside the car where my mom is in hurrying. upgrade my temper so much!

rainy and stormy night, after entering my johnson class, all my unluckyness and unhappyness was thrown away. coz tomorow is a holiday, i have a replace class in this 'night class'. they are absolutely fun. and i got a little 'salting' there. haha. i like this class, i like this situation, i like the friend, i like the funny joker, i like my teacher and i miss AC n SDH. exactly missing my secondary time with them when i can be the real me. then, a good news come to me. after expaining and whatevering, finally i can join the study tour with my meal safety. and i've pay for the uang muka. finally i can breath easily today. hope that tommorow wont come any problem anymore.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

virus sucks!!! i hate you virus!! pergilah kaw ke laud.
komp lambatnya seabad, speedy ga buka ap2 pun jalan sendiri kek dikejar hantu!!
gosh. bad my temper. (*%#&^#@&^!!