Saturday, February 28, 2009

lucky morning
my mood was happy with a big nervous.
luckyly i won my pingpong ganda campuran with eka.
silver is in Xo1. :)

stupid saturday night
my happy mood was crushed by the stupid blogspot!
need hour just to upload a short video!
and it wasnt finished yet. how rubbish it is.!
broken my good mood in my friends birthday.
get shit of you! i'm so dissapointed!
you broken all my special surprise.
i'm so upset. you make cry :'(
........!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

condolences

it has been gone by days.
we dont know each other but my tears fall by it own,
when i saw their video and condolences from people.
a big concolences for all medan. :(
either relatives or unknown people of them,
but i do believe everybody pray for their way to heaven.

i just found it while browsing,
you may check it by yourself here:
mydesiretolove.blogspot.com

natassya sowin and melvin sowin

我们互相不认识,


可是我祝你们好好的在天上永远得休息。


closing, happy belated to natassya.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

2 BLIA's from malaysia visit tauchang today.
we clap 'ai de gu li' for many times till i feel tired enough.
learn many shou yu there. quite interesting :)
the sunday class was finish in a very late time today.
mom' went to siantar so subur drive me to tjuipek home.
continuing our bahasa deongeng become parodi.
we over LOL there. our habit, no narcisme taste nothing.
haha.



bur, rose, jum




future radio caster?

a little pose
but there are nobody pick me home, so with our nekadnisme,
i n jum use becak to sent us home.
but before that, we nebeng subur till his grandma home near the uniland.
she saw his grandson with 2 girls in his car.
i know there's nothing out of rule, but i feel shame.shame.shame.
i dont know that there is his grandma.
if i know it earlier, i wont nebeng him.

this is also my first time having a (count as) long route using becak.
haha.finally i n jum arrive at our home safely.
amithofo.
becos mom is tired already, so we went to have a dinner at MW.
i eat till full n getting a stomatache.
( suddently i forget how to spell it )
labels for today : i have my good apetite.

thats all for today. miss my bed already.
good night :D

Saturday, February 21, 2009

dead siblings

everybody must have heard about a couple of secondary siblings dead in fire.

just a little summary,
they stay in medan with 2 housemaid when their parents are going abroad. as analisa said,20 feb early morning ,when fire are set inside home with the black dead gas flying around. both of the siblings were trapped and locked from outside in their room. one of the maid succeed to go out from the house by broken the windows and asked for help. but one was missing! the siblings still able to call their grandma and ask for help. they were still in phone when their grandma arrived at there. but fire cant be easily to stop. their grandma also see her grandchild on the 2nd floored windows. till her grandma cant heard her grandchild voice.
well, this is the part that stab my heart so much.
plus, when i saw inandarin newspaper, there are many photos.
their mom, dad, grandma, and also their corpse.
they were not burn till bone left, but but,

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i cant explain it in words.
honestly, you can cry if you admire at all of the photos there.
nothing i can said except tragic.
lets give them a little pray,
may both of the siblings have an eternal and peace place in heaven.
amithofo.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Mr.B

the special mission might be mark as "good"
good but not excellent enough.
though i dont give it face to face with Mr.B,
but its okay :). nevertheless i've send it.
his classmate must be believed enough to delivered it!
after i back to my class, i was so tremble.
dont know what did i worried about.
but that time i cant load my brain well.

i just prepare a scramble chocolate and a little card.
but i do it with my heart and sincre for Mr.B
this might be the first n the last valentine for me to Mr.B.
i've give him something that can remind him of someone.
though he doesnt know who is someone exactly.
:)

but i was double triple and super curious right now.!
i was wondering how was Mr.B reaction after he received it.
happy? angry? funny? whatever?
nobody could told me. nobody and noone.
but still i was wondering about it! :(

when it was the time for p2s1,
i meet Mr.B for times and we are in a class just now.
of course with the others there.
he and his GIRLS friends are sitting on the axel class.
and my classmates want to deposit our big bag at there.
so, i was in a class with Mr.B.
my bag was putted next closed with his big black bag,
and i cant see any of my package for him :(

sigh.sigh.sigh
i wasn't able to see his face after i send him my homemade chocolate.
my body keep running away from him.
bad me. :(
i've told myself that i wont regret anything.
I WONT REGRET ANYTHING.
i've do what i must do in my last month staying a same school with B.
pray for GOD, to give me a power to make this decision.

well, seems like today i speak manything about Mr.B and B.
others are not available for me right now.
just B and Mr.B.
goodnight world and B. :)

Sunday, February 15, 2009

after back from tauchang,
today i went to my auntie soft staying new home
( i dont know whats the english exactly )
and i love the green plants as the stairs holder so much



tommorow is coming and tommorow is the day.
the day i've waited since last year!
special edition : "from someone to somebody."
everybody bless me the best.
hope that it will be success so i wont regret anything.
GUD LUCK for myself,
amithofo :)

Saturday, February 14, 2009



i am super busy and sported heart today.
busy busy busy no time for rest,
morning till early morning again.

7 oclock till 3 oclock go to school for the p2s1.
my pingpong win WO :x
my sudoku still do it till headache attack me :s
my mading i love it! :)

*my scramble hair with ABC mading*

i havent know the results yet.
and i feel worry about them :(
for all of the readers, mind you to vote the 7 box mading.
i wish for any of your vote.
thanks before :D

after finish my p2s1,
i went home on 3.30 when i've my tuition on 4.
and I would buy some chocolate again for my special edition this year.
really chasen by time.
i go with my sister and my sister sported heart becos of me.
finally i made it all and being a little late for my tuition.

2 trip tuition till 8.30.
buy some snacks with sister then back home again on 9.
i started making the chocolate from 9.30 to 1.
take a long time normally and i dont feel satisfied of it.
but dissapointed :( :( :(

we forget to buy blueband,
i dont put it on refrigirator,
and my chocolate cant went out from its choco shape.
really stressed me. xS
i was failed just to make a chocolate :(
btw,

HAPPY VALENTINE for all.

hope that my chocolate will be fine on monday.
:)

Friday, February 13, 2009

*me with ABC' volley ball*
chocolate day.
replacing the unschool day valentine.
i got some chocolate from my sweet friends.
thanQ all :D. srry if i dont replied any of yours.
cause i dont prepared anything. mind me :(

afternoon class, 13 of my classmates,
including my class monitor n vice monitor play truant!
they went away to practice d trompah n volley today.
*nice job!* my history teacher know that many are play truant.
luckyly, he just give some speech without asking the secretary where did they go.
lucky me. i dont need to tell a LIE.
the 2nd afternoon class, i, the secretary skip the lesson too!
well, actually i just skip not more than half an hour.
but this is my 1st time play truant. never.in.my.life.time.
somebody helps me to throw my bag n bottle through the window.
funny.big LOL. when i see my bag suddenly fall down among the clean koridor.
when the boys skip for trompah,
the girls (I,sap,tania) skip for the mading tommorow.
we went to pasar rame to bought the material.
as ussual again, we do it on the due day.
but i belive we will do best! :D

if the boys trompah doesnt go well,
i'll kick each of them for the useless truant.
and the results, all the big boy do it well and they'll go to the FINAL!
wAw. big applause for them! they are save right now.
but their volley doenst go well.
they face 2 team. the first they win it but not the second.
well, everything doesnt always run smooth.
they have do their best. CONGRATS for them :).
TOMMOROW.
i'll have my ganda putri pingpong, mading n sudoku!
gonna run around school. busy.busy.
mading n sudoku are the FINAL.
this is my turn to do best now.
everybody bless me. GOD BLESS ME.
amithofo :)

Thursday, February 12, 2009

i am happy happy happy today.
i'll go on my p2s1 pingpong ganda campuran on the final.
i feel so nervous dag dig dug when the match is going on just now,
cause we just different a little little score from the other team.
GOD BLESS US. we win 3-2,with 11-9 on the last match!
exercise my mental so much.
when its the last match time, i bet with vil,
if i lose this game, i wont give mr.B wat i've plan.
nevertheless, the power of my willingness (+ eka's best done ),we make it.!
hope that i can do very well on next comp and next on also.
amitofo.

in other side, the girl trompah isnt success.
its okay girls. you still have next year time.
a failure is the best teacher for all.
*my language gone bad xS*
keep going for the tarik tambang! :D

everybody must be busying on the coming soon Vday.
well, i havent prepare anything right now.
all my plan was broken by something.
pity me. but maybe i'll have something on monday.
a draft that i've planned since last year.
from someone to somebody. :p


ps: special thanks for all of the supporters.
you all are so cool by your yell when the last finished time.
plus the situation of big nervous,
i feel so astonished of it!
big thankQ :)

Monday, February 9, 2009

killinh headache

i said that i was suffer by my headache on the last days.
and today i was more suffered again.
my head are nyut*nyut for 5 periods on my morning class.
i seldom had a headache and today i was so frightened by it.
just the left part of my head but that's killing me enough.
i dont do anything, just sit down and holding my head,
but it's harder than to climb a mount by carrying a ton of stone.
luckyly it hold no more again. or i will be dying soon.
wiw. i dont want to feel it anymore.
i was too scared by the killer inside my head.
amithofo~

btw, happy cap go meh for all.
:)

Sunday, February 8, 2009

7 february.
super busy days.

my dad' 47th birthday.
but i dont prepare anything for him.
sorry daddy. forgive your unfillial daughter
T.T

since morning which i plan for my pingpong sports at school,
unprognosticable i skip it and play truant for the sudoku semifinal!
play truant doesnt always feel good.
and now i feel suffered for that.
:s

killer reasons:
although i was free from eka' strict rule,
but now i gain a double kill or maybe triple kill things.
much suffer than pump 40x.
i have to push and round my brain for 6 hours to do the sudoku.
16x16 n 25x25. sigh.sigh. :s :s


honestly,and sadly,just doing a 3 hours sudoku,
i already got a headache. and the next day, today,
my head still being knocked inside.
really disturb me. i never feel this before.
GOD BLESS ME :S

sudoku' break time.
got a very shameful things to do.
somebody chase vil ( my sudoku team mate)
and we run down from the 4th floor to the 1st floor.
looking vil run herself, i join her run at her back,
followed by many run steps from my back.
seems like their steps are so in urgent.
it scared myself. being in this sudden escape from unknown people.

the shameful things happen.
after arrive at the 1st floor, we dont know where should we hide.
when the steps behind are still heard by us.
then vil guide me to go in a chess room.
actually i dont know what room is it.
so i just get in and both of us make a loud voice in a silent room.
all of the chesser are staring at us!

we heard the unknown voices again,
then we hide behind the door!
still the chesser keep looking at us.
luckyly they dont drop us out class
cause we broke their concetration.
you may imagine how shame i feel.
i feel tired n surprised being trapped in this condition.
but it tasted chubby for me. :p

breaktime ended, we continue our sudoku.
luckyly, we finished our sudoku at 2.30 since 8 o'clock.
we just got 50 from 100.
but i think its enough to sent us to the final.
after back to home,no words i can say.
i drop to my bed with my stone head.
that time my head really feel like burning and so heavy.
my eyes seems like 1 week i dont sleep.
and on the night, I with my family went to MW to have a late dine.
many event were held there.

8 febuary .

stupid me. i wake up early n about going to tauchang.
after arrive in front of the tauchang,
no body were there and no sound was listened.
i forget that the tauchang open at 15.
not today. i laugh to myself. wew.

today my headache havent gone fully,
and i have to go to tjuipek' home for bahasa project.
say it truely, i was so lazy for that.
want to have a fulll rest for today.
but no other way, thats my project too.

at there i was so on fire.
after doinng the project for a short of moments,
our mood for project was missing.
my headache was gone there by the trompah!
its quite nice and even really nice.


*me with sawi. i love the fall leaves there*


*the ball of friendship. guess which is my hand*
* me n vinny on 3 foot trompah*
*bur push up with his trompah xD?*

once, when vanessa is on my back,
he want to pull me but she pull my hair!
i scream out loud there like i was at my home.
silly me xP
i play till my clothes are wet and so do myself.
so chau kua seng.

evening about 7 o'clock,when the sky are already dark .
some of us which havent go home yet,
make a round and sit next to each other
and sharing a ghost story.
wow. the place are so supported.
yah, with mosquitoes around.
haha. we scared ourself there.
and i was scared by their scared too.
haha.

and now i was so instress with my physics lab paper.
i lost it.! T.T hikz.
i'll have many things to do tommorow.
GOD BLESS ME again. amithofo.

i want to go for bed now.
many photos are waiting to be uploaded soon.
goodnight world.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

i'm so fed up today.
really really disappointed!

first, i manage to caps picture for the photography p2s1.
but so many obstruction. plus none of my caps looks good.
i'm getting stressed of it.

second, I play pingpong with stanley and i lose 3-0.
as i know, i've practice for a year and stan for days.
oh gosh. i'm getting mad while the comp. is coming soon!
exactly on the valentine :( short days to go.

third, we pass the bulletin board,
but as the finalist, we are the lowest.
its good enough to pass but still i fill not willing for it.!
:S

fourth, i have some photos to upload
BUT again,i have to send it to my bro phone,
then transfer it to comp.
i've transfer it to comp just now, but by my careless i lost it
and now my bro is on hury. so no photo was uploaded!
just a tiny problem but i feel so angry to myself. :( :(

my lost from stan issue fly so fast.
not more than 2 hours,it was heard by eka, my teacher.
and what a shit. i dont know how i will be on this saturday.
he will give me a very strict and killer exercise.
whatever he gives me,if i sigh 1x, pump 10x.
if i come later than 8 o clock, pump 40x.

GOD, if you heard me,
please give me your POWER.
and please Bless me next on.
:'( amithofo.

Monday, February 2, 2009

suffering morning.
i have a very bad flu along my day.
my blocks of tissue are out of stock becos of me.
a cloudy sky but a hot day, this is the sick weather.
dont be lazy to drink much water and consume more fruits guys.

ABC' girls trompah n tarik tambang were success all!
big APLAUS for them.!
and just now i scream till i feel tired at my tuition.
so fantastic.

and for a girl who might be on a *broken heart*
never feel upset anymore girl.
he's not commensurate for you to be sad on.
kick that boy off your mind
many who are better is waiting for you.
the person whom you ran away from today maybe.
cheer up n fight for your comp tommorow! :D

just a short message.
i was his 312 friends on fs. crazy me.
xP

someone is not his family
someone is not his friend
someone is not his soul mate
someone is just his secret admire
and i was born to be SOMEONE

PS. special thanks to WSW help!
:)
holiday just end. i have to work on the real life again.
on this beginning day, i have a soar throat.
hurt me when swallow anything into my throat.
i dont enjoy my food today.

nevertheless

i love today.
after back from school, sap, I, n bur go down stairs
and we saw Mr.B with Girls. -yeah-
sap is telling bur which one is Mr.B.
and bur is staring at Mr.B with so serious.
when both of them are staring straight to Mr.B,
Mr.B turn his face and see us with his big eyes.
maybe he know that they including me are looking at him.
what a shame!
but, eyes to eyes between I n Mr.B for seconds.
feel panic for a while then i run myself from him and both of them.
depending that i dont know what's going on.
i feel so eng.ing.eng after that accident.
will Mr.B feel that we are *&^@%^#??
akkkh. i dont know~
however i feel shinny after that accident!
=P