last saturday went to celebrate the tripled birthday!
22nd july: 18th jaebum
23th july: 20th handy
24th july: 19th adong
and thus start the cream party. hahagh
adong, jaebum, handy
Monday, July 26, 2010
Saturday, July 10, 2010
i'm the 3rd year student
saturday is not a waited weekend anymore. school and tuition will fullfilled that day. :(
being the eldest in my school. what big change?
can't silently admire the perfect senior anymore.
uni pressure is increasing.
countdown-ing school time worriedly.
oemjii. i'm getting older. gonna useful this moment much!
*scream out loud*
Monday, July 5, 2010
feeling comes and go
uaaah. i'm a 3rd grade senior student now. which means, times to face the public is getting closer ! hard to say, but i must say bye to my lovely SMA2 :(
however, no matter with which friends, i feel great to have a fantastic sma2 life! :D
yesterday, i'm insomnia and get flashback of my sma2. school life, it's not far away from having sweet moment with what we called, BOY. haha.
hard to face, but once, i got a feeling with a -in a realtionship boy-, gosh! it started from last old n new, precisely because of gift exchange at brastagi. on the 1st january, we have to give a present that we've prepared to anybody we liked to. i remember clearly that time, most of my friends get their target, and honestly i want to give it to teru, but i'm too afraid of his reaction! poor me. so i just sit down until i turn back, and see him blank-sitting there too. finally, we see each other questionmarking, and exchange our present. what a coincidence, he gives me a watch that is out of batt. kind of funny. but i dont mind it.
when i go back to my hometown, he message me just once. but it's a nolasting days message. we dont say bye when we get asleep, but we continue it on the next day. onething that almost makes me feel 'GR', it's when he ask my mandarine name. he wrote xinjing and put my name on back, incase i haven't finish it at brastagi. oh god. i'm totally touched that time.
when holiday's up, we meet each other at school, he gives me a new present again. he says, to refund the out of batt watch. whaat?!! i dont want to accept at first but still he gives it to me ,finally i accept it. honestly, i love his present so much. it's a musical snow globe that i've been dreaming of. super thank you! we keep messaging for a month, until i wake up myself that he's others. i think it for days, finally i end our message with the frist bye. wogh. however, after that we are still a good friends until today. :)
then talk about teru. he's just a very simple boy! i dont know what do i liked from him. but, he had attracted my attention since first we meet, when old n new event 2009. in medan, my feeling could slowly faded. but when in brastagi, it'll be on fire again. thats a point that i dont understand. whoaw.
1.5 years done. until last friday, i got a big dagdigdug improvement ! he add me on msn, and we have our first chat until 1.30am in early morning. when the next day, i've a walk with my friends including him. what a big start i think. when one of my friends sent me home, teru sits beside him infront, and 3 girls included me behind. we talk so many inside, i never have this long talk with him. plus, kita gilagilaan di mobil, ngebut2an ditambah sound effect jeritan cewe2 yg disport jantung di blkg. it's totally fun, although just in a moving car. haha.
the climax is on that night, pintu mobil belakangny agak hang. jadi mo dibuka dari depan. when, i have arrive home, teru open the door for me and wait until i open my house gate and i get inside home. ohmyGOD!!! i really feel like a princess that time.! i feel so awawawaw!
i got a veryfast progress in 2 days. but what can i say, it cant exist longer until the next day, sunday afternoon. i saw 2 pieces of his fb photos. it's just a couple of him and a girl which is uploaded by HIMSELF. i really drop yesterday :(. i just feel that the happy and broken happens too fast. miacui aw lah. others said they are just friends. whatever. i dont wanna wish more again. he still can makes me feel like a princess though we are just an ordinary friends. i must appreciate every little things i got :')
however, no matter with which friends, i feel great to have a fantastic sma2 life! :D
yesterday, i'm insomnia and get flashback of my sma2. school life, it's not far away from having sweet moment with what we called, BOY. haha.
hard to face, but once, i got a feeling with a -in a realtionship boy-, gosh! it started from last old n new, precisely because of gift exchange at brastagi. on the 1st january, we have to give a present that we've prepared to anybody we liked to. i remember clearly that time, most of my friends get their target, and honestly i want to give it to teru, but i'm too afraid of his reaction! poor me. so i just sit down until i turn back, and see him blank-sitting there too. finally, we see each other questionmarking, and exchange our present. what a coincidence, he gives me a watch that is out of batt. kind of funny. but i dont mind it.
when i go back to my hometown, he message me just once. but it's a nolasting days message. we dont say bye when we get asleep, but we continue it on the next day. onething that almost makes me feel 'GR', it's when he ask my mandarine name. he wrote xinjing and put my name on back, incase i haven't finish it at brastagi. oh god. i'm totally touched that time.
when holiday's up, we meet each other at school, he gives me a new present again. he says, to refund the out of batt watch. whaat?!! i dont want to accept at first but still he gives it to me ,finally i accept it. honestly, i love his present so much. it's a musical snow globe that i've been dreaming of. super thank you! we keep messaging for a month, until i wake up myself that he's others. i think it for days, finally i end our message with the frist bye. wogh. however, after that we are still a good friends until today. :)
then talk about teru. he's just a very simple boy! i dont know what do i liked from him. but, he had attracted my attention since first we meet, when old n new event 2009. in medan, my feeling could slowly faded. but when in brastagi, it'll be on fire again. thats a point that i dont understand. whoaw.
1.5 years done. until last friday, i got a big dagdigdug improvement ! he add me on msn, and we have our first chat until 1.30am in early morning. when the next day, i've a walk with my friends including him. what a big start i think. when one of my friends sent me home, teru sits beside him infront, and 3 girls included me behind. we talk so many inside, i never have this long talk with him. plus, kita gilagilaan di mobil, ngebut2an ditambah sound effect jeritan cewe2 yg disport jantung di blkg. it's totally fun, although just in a moving car. haha.
the climax is on that night, pintu mobil belakangny agak hang. jadi mo dibuka dari depan. when, i have arrive home, teru open the door for me and wait until i open my house gate and i get inside home. ohmyGOD!!! i really feel like a princess that time.! i feel so awawawaw!
i got a veryfast progress in 2 days. but what can i say, it cant exist longer until the next day, sunday afternoon. i saw 2 pieces of his fb photos. it's just a couple of him and a girl which is uploaded by HIMSELF. i really drop yesterday :(. i just feel that the happy and broken happens too fast. miacui aw lah. others said they are just friends. whatever. i dont wanna wish more again. he still can makes me feel like a princess though we are just an ordinary friends. i must appreciate every little things i got :')
Thursday, July 1, 2010
the noble path to happiness
i'm 16th and going to 17th. mungkin kebanyakan org di usia ini, bakal berhura ria bersama temen2nya. ato mungkin sama pacar mreka (?). kata orang, alias nikmatin masa mudamu. dulu aku jg akan berpedoman begitu. tapi apakah aku akan puas dengan hidupku yang begitu?? jujur skrg saya mrs, sebelumny my life is totally flat! sekolah, les, ujian, jj, yang berulang2. then, how's my life after that?
namun saya sangat bersyukur saya bisa berjodoh dgnYAD.
i'm not gombal-ing, but BLIA YAD really gives me a lot of things that cant be measured with money. pengalaman, pelajaran, kebersamaan dan arti hidup berharga yang kuperoleh dari YAD.
jadwal sekolah yang full, plus les ini itu ampe sore. kadang ditambh lagi dengan latian performance buat acara YAD di malam hari. gag jarang nyokap ngelarang saya pergi lat, in case takut saya kecapekan. sibuk seharian, dilarang nyokap, gw ttp bersikeras mengikuti setiap acarany. yg penting pintar mengatur waktu, i think it won't be a big problem anymore.
until today, preparation for harmonize camp is over, and yet the camp is now just a memory.
special thanks buat shifu and para ganbu yang udah kasi saya kesempatan jadi xiaoduifu. sekarang saya sadar, jadi seorang leader itu tdk segampang yang saya kira. terima kasih jg buat BLIA YAD yg udah adain acara ini, sebagai tempat saya mendapat pengalaman ini. yg tak terlupakan buat anggota2 grup faithful yg udah senantiasa mendukung saya yg masi pemula barbar ini. makasi buat handy n hans yg udah ngebantu bgt n bekerjasama di grup kita, faithful! walao kadang 2 bang han ni sensi2 banget, but they are totally fun and funny! haha. yg g ketinggalan, buat anggota harmonity yg lainny yang udah sama2 berjuang. makasih buat segala nasehat, saran, sharing2nya, tertawa dan menangis bersamanya, i love you guys!! :D
namun saya sangat bersyukur saya bisa berjodoh dgnYAD.
i'm not gombal-ing, but BLIA YAD really gives me a lot of things that cant be measured with money. pengalaman, pelajaran, kebersamaan dan arti hidup berharga yang kuperoleh dari YAD.
jadwal sekolah yang full, plus les ini itu ampe sore. kadang ditambh lagi dengan latian performance buat acara YAD di malam hari. gag jarang nyokap ngelarang saya pergi lat, in case takut saya kecapekan. sibuk seharian, dilarang nyokap, gw ttp bersikeras mengikuti setiap acarany. yg penting pintar mengatur waktu, i think it won't be a big problem anymore.
until today, preparation for harmonize camp is over, and yet the camp is now just a memory.
special thanks buat shifu and para ganbu yang udah kasi saya kesempatan jadi xiaoduifu. sekarang saya sadar, jadi seorang leader itu tdk segampang yang saya kira. terima kasih jg buat BLIA YAD yg udah adain acara ini, sebagai tempat saya mendapat pengalaman ini. yg tak terlupakan buat anggota2 grup faithful yg udah senantiasa mendukung saya yg masi pemula barbar ini. makasi buat handy n hans yg udah ngebantu bgt n bekerjasama di grup kita, faithful! walao kadang 2 bang han ni sensi2 banget, but they are totally fun and funny! haha. yg g ketinggalan, buat anggota harmonity yg lainny yang udah sama2 berjuang. makasih buat segala nasehat, saran, sharing2nya, tertawa dan menangis bersamanya, i love you guys!! :D
BLIA YAD' harmonize camp 201o
a 4days3night that full of experience and life learnings,
a monthly preparation that gives togetherness,
a trip that is memorable for each members,
finally, it has been scketch warmly in my journey of life.
:)
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