Wednesday, October 27, 2010

say YEY!

Taylor Swift sings what every girl wants to say, Bruno Mars sings what every girl wants to hear ♥

finishing my school exam, spending my afternoon with movie! ooh. it has been a long time since i have my cozy afternoon infront of TV! this is just a simple romance, not as good as in action or whatelse twilight, but this is a truly touching story by nicholas spark. my eyes glimmering for 3times and droping some touched tears for this sweet movie!

A Walk to Remember Pictures, Images and Photos

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our love is like the wind. i can't see it, but i can feel it.


soby, i got my mandarin exam on night and now gonna drop to my bed oo! goodnight peeps :))



Tuesday, October 26, 2010

twentysix

it is twentysix. twentyis. twentysix.!
hahahaha. how should i describe it? i'm not sure. by glancing at the moving stuff. exactly, for turned back to the best feeling. yes, thats the right way to boned up for the last exam. it still remains lots of awawawaw.!

happy twentysix! :)

Saturday, October 23, 2010

daily yawn


idk why. i really wanna post sth this minute. AaA. me with my uncomb wet hair sitting infront the pc typing here. might be late for my saturday night tuition then :3
finished my bio exam i felt so relief ooh! though there are still chemist and physics waiting there. my mind might be step to get explode for the theory exam this late two days. hence i didnt have a good start but then i have a better next step. Godblessme! :) yet thankyou for people around who had help me alot during this unprepared exam and for the never-get-bored goodluck every morning. sometimes i felt guilty for not remind myself to goodluck you too buddy! anyway, everybody is blessed! haha. *idk what did i wrote*
today sth messed me up again for the uni preparation. maybe tomorrow i'll go to an edu expo. hope that i'll get some enlightment there.
something.something.something. realize me for the truth.
how should i take it? its a questionmark. (!) (?)
if happy little blue birds fly beyond the rainbow why oh why can't i~
#nowplaying somewhere over the rainbow.
gtg now. have a nice saturday night fellow :)

Sunday, October 17, 2010

morendo


i got it there and i'm lovin it :d

mormoroso! finally my theory exam has been done! the italian terms may be remove farfar away to exchange with my school exam stuff. oyeah.
yet today is a super bisy mily day. escaped from the exam, rushing for my bro graduation photoshoot then skiping my tuition again for dying away my body to the bed. i love having a tranquil NAP so high ooh! the sun is rising so hot in the afternoon and stormy rain dark on night. what a fluxy climate! yet, GOOD LUCK for sutomoers!! bone up for the exam but dont be too stress of it. its just an inked report. hahaha.

anw, goodluck for those who are selected as next gen committe. but for others who didnt get it, dont mind it too much guys. we all are still a big family as one :)

i'm feeling light :D

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

wetnessday

medan has been wet for latest nights ooh~ and i am having a bad flu. sneezing all the night. flirrp. but i still feel good then. :)
how do i wish to accelerated the time to the next 2 weeks when i'm free from the test! got pile of list to do. but in other side, i don't wanna see the calendar, which there are only about 5months schoolday left. *scream*

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

when i am

THOUGH I'M CHILDISH



AND ACT STUPIDLY

/

BUT WHEN IDK WHERE TO GO


THAT CAUSE ME AFRAID TO SEE


EITHER CAN'T SAY A WORD


TILL THE TEARS FALL,


THEY CALM ME DOWN


STAND ME UP


MAKE ME STRONG


AND BRING ME BACK TO SMILE



THEY ARE MY FRIENDS.
thankyou for being my shield when i'm down :)
you guys make my world WOW!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

say what you need to say

do you know guys, there are something in this planet that is truly priceless. neither president obama nor bill clinton could earn this with their money or arbitary. this stuff is not measured by how much the quantities are or how huge it is. but it is about how deep do it get inside you. lucky i am to be gifted this priceless prepossesing present. it's just like a bombompowing stuff that shake your soul upsidedown. but its not an earthquake for sure.

starting from the morning and saturday night singapore called , frm my bestie yan, and all the birthday greetings, birthday cakes, treasure letter, pudding, presents, roses, printed letters till the unexpected video. i love them all!! uncountable thankyou for the times yet effort to coloured up my bornday guys. i do really appreciate it, seriously!
i dont know how many thankyou should i pay for the surprise that had been prepared perfectly for me. you all have impressed my seventeen and it's all beyond my imagination. and know that it had burn into me. burn me till i cant hold my tears and smile!

idk where should i start to write. real fact i've been sitting infront the lappie for almost 2hours and there are only 2 short paragraph i've written down. aaa. stuck!
let me see how would it be if i type without thinking fist.

if you guys wish me to drop some tears yesterday, you made it guys. well done! you lock me in the dim-blue-cold class alone. with a rose, a letter and with the projector opened inside. i opened the letter, and its about who send the letter is the first i search. and i found a name in the bottom that really makes me surprise! it became more when the 20th century fox played infront. it started with some sentence and then what can i see? it's a face of someone that i never thought to be appeared. it's not just a frozen photos but it's a moving and talking videos. i could hear his voice clearly which has been missing for a long time. the feeling that i hardly avoid, is blending again inside. i just like moving to a different world. i don't even can say a word. my eyes were catched up by the projector and for every single words he said. accompanying by the mellow music, the video tasted so bitter. you guys had produce more than a boxoffice movie. i never got this hard feeling in each film i'd ever watched before. two thumbs up guys!

"you tell me now when i'm seventeen, i must be strong. may not cry easily anymore. then tell me how to hold the tears when i see you wishing me with your gravied smile. is it my eyes had been too wet till your eyes seems glimmering in me or i'm thinking too much? idk. i'm speechless. and i cry like a baby when i see your video. just let me cry for the last. i'll try not to be again next time. but still know that, i do feel your presence and i still carved a smile right after i shed my tears as what you write. you makes me breathe as i'm living in a comic books. the video have impressed me greatly. it's just too good to be real. thankyouu!"

still i want to give a huge thankyou from bottom of my heart for all my friends who always been there supporting me. and always keeping me strong. thankyou for all the efforts finishing the viedos, printing the letter, preparing the bunch of red roses, and many others. last but not least, thankyou for showing me, what's the meaning of FRIENDSHIP.

i love you all guys.

:)

Saturday, October 9, 2010

starting my super SWEET seventeeen!


9 october 2010
my super seventeen start here. tears and laugh are all mix as one.


I LOVE TODAY!

aaaaaaaa.
thankyou everybody. gonna write much tomorrow.

the newbiee 17th,
pretty ros
*big smile* :D

Friday, October 8, 2010

step to be a lady

thanks GOD for giving me this good life till today. :) by the end of tonight, i'll be officially 17th! 17th is the number where people said that it's time to be a lady. i've been breathing the world oxygen for about 5740days since my mom gave a birth. having my life with family and friends, i feel blessed!

starting with my family. i live my life with mom dad sist and brother supporting me. my daddy is not a president, mom is not a miss universe, but they are my superhero that everlast in this world! sometimes i may feel angry with them because of a teenage emotion. but i know, everything that they do, its all for my best. can you imagine how would your life be without family? its just a nightmare! though mine can't be as perfect as the story book that i read when i was small, but still they are my prominent play in my life. they are the sunrise for my green.

dad might can't accompany all my steps, i rarely talk to him about my days as i tell mom. but when i beg for any wishlist from my dad, he always fullfill them. sometimes it pass through me, do dad only could give me money? how fool is that thought. maybe there are kind of situation that are not good enough. but i know he cared about me and he do love me more than others. thankyou daddy for your fight to finance all my necessity while you never ask for any refund. you give it anyway to me without any point. and so do i thanks mommy who always get me along my way. take caring of me. and i feel sorry when sometimes i make you get tempered. you know what happened to me when i get dumbstruck though i didnt tell a words. you are the eternal angel in me mom!

then continue to friends that are all around me.
while family are my sunrises, my friends are the water for my green! from school till the buddhist society i went, i got so many great friends. they are all my family from different parents! you know that sometimes there are things we cant tell with parents, and they are the place where i shared my simpleton story, shared my complaint and shared my journey of life. tons of story had been create together. we bone up and fight for the test together, we celebrate each birthday together, we get narcism together, we get scolded by teacher together, we gone wild together, we shed the tears together, we go through it all toghether as one. no matter we are from different class or whatelse, we are still a big superb family. we pass through the good bad, laugh rough and cry out loud together as the world is ours. we live our lives in the same planet with others. but we got the most shimmering story of friendship. they are one of my proud chapter! :)
talk about special friends.
i'm alsmost 17th and i'm still happy single. i got a relationship once, but then we are better to be friends like this. yah, eveything got better then.
i'm a school girl and honestly, i ever get attracted with a cool seniors or even others that are unique. its a highschool story peeps! haha.
and there is a story that i never thought to be happened to check me once when i'm 16th. idk what should i titled it but it's a story that had get deep into me. the story that start with a silly things, then makes me feel the heartbeat and the reason for the tears that has been long didn't showed up. has it ended up? i though yes. but say it truly, i cant hold my smile everytime i heard his name yet i feel haunted by his shadow and how do i feel messy everytime i rewind how the story takes. i've been enough with this.
so GOD, if he's not my man, please keep me away from this feeling asap and let me start a new chapter. and thanks for gifting me a sweetsorrow chapter. :)

this is the last minutes for my 16th. i go through it nicely now and then.
just thanks to GOD for everything. i dont wish for a castle or a lamborgini. i just hope that my family and friends are all blessed and still give me your good way for me to through the next mystery.

fluffy blissy me,
pretty ros :)

Sunday, October 3, 2010

YAD holiday shoot

some picture from last holiday at pakam :)











prettyros fluffy bliss :)