thanks GOD for giving me this good life till today. :) by the end of tonight, i'll be officially 17th! 17th is the number where people said that it's time to be a lady.
i've been breathing the world oxygen for about 5740days since my mom gave a birth. having my life with family and friends, i feel blessed!
starting with my family. i live my life with mom dad sist and brother supporting me. my daddy is not a president, mom is not a miss universe, but they are my superhero that everlast in this world! sometimes i may feel angry with them because of a teenage emotion. but i know, everything that they do, its all for my best. can you imagine how would your life be without family? its just a nightmare! though mine can't be as perfect as the story book that i read when i was small, but still they are my prominent play in my life. they are the sunrise for my green.
dad might can't accompany all my steps, i rarely talk to him about my days as i tell mom. but when i beg for any wishlist from my dad, he always fullfill them. sometimes it pass through me, do dad only could give me money? how fool is that thought. maybe there are kind of situation that are not good enough. but i know he cared about me and he do love me more than others. thankyou daddy for your fight to finance all my necessity while you never ask for any refund. you give it anyway to me without any point. and so do i thanks mommy who always get me along my way. take caring of me. and i feel sorry when sometimes i make you get tempered. you know what happened to me when i get dumbstruck though i didnt tell a words. you are the eternal angel in me mom!
then continue to friends that are all around me.
while family are my sunrises, my friends are the water for my green! from school till the buddhist society i went, i got so many great friends. they are all my family from different parents! you know that sometimes there are things we cant tell with parents, and they are the place where i shared my simpleton story, shared my complaint and shared my journey of life. tons of story had been create together. we bone up and fight for the test together, we celebrate each birthday together, we get narcism together, we get scolded by teacher together, we gone wild together, we shed the tears together, we go through it all toghether as one. no matter we are from different class or whatelse, we are still a big superb family. we pass through the good bad, laugh rough and cry out loud together as the world is ours. we live our lives in the same planet with others. but we got the most shimmering story of friendship. they are one of my proud chapter! :)
talk about special friends.
i'm alsmost 17th and i'm still happy single. i got a relationship once, but then we are better to be friends like this. yah, eveything got better then.
i'm a school girl and honestly, i ever get attracted with a cool seniors or even others that are unique. its a highschool story peeps! haha.
and there is a story that i never thought to be happened to check me once when i'm 16th. idk what should i titled it but it's a story that had get deep into me. the story that start with a silly things, then makes me feel the heartbeat and the reason for the tears that has been long didn't showed up. has it ended up? i though yes. but say it truly, i cant hold my smile everytime i heard his name yet i feel haunted by his shadow and how do i feel messy everytime i rewind how the story takes. i've been enough with this.
so GOD, if he's not my man, please keep me away from this feeling asap and let me start a new chapter. and thanks for gifting me a sweetsorrow chapter. :)
this is the last minutes for my 16th. i go through it nicely now and then.
just thanks to GOD for everything. i dont wish for a castle or a lamborgini. i just hope that my family and friends are all blessed and still give me your good way for me to through the next mystery.
fluffy blissy me,
pretty ros :)