so it comes

oooh GOD. i've just opened my eyes and realize how the time ran so fast.

drowned by exam and paper, school day is not more than 50days now :(

so this is the last year feeling as i ever heard for times. i don't wanna grow up. i still wanna create story with them. so many sweet memories with them , are still not enough for my highschool journey. we are falling in love with each other. i'm not ready to leave this used to be. this is just a glimpse of eyes. it's too short GOD. what makes it so hard is, this is a once in a lifetime story, the highschool. we can't replay it, we Only could reminiscing it. and so do our togetherness, our every teens did, our every minutes and our every story remains so strong that makes me don't wanna say goodbye. never. i hate goodbye.

my fav quote tonight, from a friend of mine:

" kita mengikuti p2s1 bukan utk menunjukkan siapa yg lebih hebat, lebih cerdas dll, tapi utk menjadi bagian dari kenangan yang kita ukir bersama sebagai sebuah kelas yang nantinya akan segera berpencar. Kehidupan manusia itu terdiri dari berbagai kenangan, jadi manfaatkanlah waktu yang masih tersisa, walau hanya semenit atau sedetik, jadikanlah diri anda bagian dari kenangan yang akan kita ukir bersama..... "

ENJOY EACH SECONDS LEFT FOR SCHOOLING FRIENDS . . .

somehow.

when somebody loved me, everything was beautiful . . .

i'm not perfect

day full of sweat !

how did i start playing pingpong? simple. just because of 3 years ago p2s1, this is the only sport with less participant and great opportunity to win. hahaha. hopefully, i gained some medals on it and i'm enjoyning it ! especially when smashing the ball with the sound of the hit through the table and bat. moreover when your sweat fall down upon ur neck and you feel the hot burning inside you. this is the joy of sport guys !

then after a 3 years time, seems like my pingpong journey will stop here. today the last p2s1 in my life. i've try my best and i end it with silver. aaaa~ i really want to contribute a gold for Musketeers, but what can i do hmm. but it's okay. as long as i enjoy my play today. thankyou for all the support Musketeers! WE are the Bestfriends :D

while having my way back home, sth cross my mind today.

"i want to be a perfect lady"

who success in study, mastering english mandarin japanese, well behaved in social life, be able in various sports, cooking, art working, music, having a good looking, active in any class or society, living independently, healthily and loved by people around.

am i too greedy? it sounds so, but having this as a goal doesn't it great ? yaah. nothing is impossible ! mom said i have to be focus in just a thing. but for me, this life is too short to just focus in a thing. i don't want to be good just in a colour, but i want to be shiny like a rainbow with it assorted colour. different people, different favourite colour but then all are in me. i realize this is my time to learn and experience yet the journey reaching the various colour in me. i love my life and what i've gone through. i don't wish to be famous like justinbieber , but i want to live my life to the fullest and known as myself, Pretty Ros !

okay, stop the curhat-ing.

thankyou for reading guys. hope my post could bring you some enlightment ;)

blessing***

cenat cenut

4 months and 4 days, that's exactly how long has this red rose been in myside. a single rose which is more than just a flower with it's beauty. a flower that started my 17th with drops on my cheecks. who cares if it has dried like broken, there's still huge of dreamy sweet behind the fragile. OMG. my mouth just can't hide my teeth while i am reminiscing my 17th at school. hahaha. everything just go right there after. i hope so :)

well well. my friends are busying in the kitchen preparing for chocolate and i? nothing. just not in mood for it. valentine doesn't always means chocolate, doesn't it? hahaha.

yet for those who are celebrating this valentine eve's, wish you goodluck okay. have a great night with yours. and for those who are still single, don't worry. i'm just the same. enjoy your time with family. it's weekend! i'm gonna rock tonight dinner with musketeers my beloved. oohoooh. gonna cao now, friends is fetching me on 6. babyeee! :D

but does anyone know how to dry a flower? i just wanna turn it into a bookmark so that i can take it along with me. need help uhm :*

But I LOVE TONIGHT

thankyou ^^

Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

grumble

no excuse. I HATE TODAY .

1pm, i've just had my lunch and now sitting facing this 4 square screen typing inpatiently. this is not the time i used to online but i just want the world know, I HATE TODAY! so many things came to attact me with no pause. everything just tasted SUCKS. this is me, pouring my heavy sigh into this blog. yes, the article that you are reading right now is my blog! if you said i'm so emotional, yes i admit it. i just dont wanna lock it all inside. this one two three four five and SIX problem is pulling me top to bottom. i know i've to grow up and solve my problem myself meekly. i just try to share with you. maybe my problem is just a piece of cake, but if this is the way you want me to grow up, i just can't find any positive came through my mind. sometimes i just wanted you to pampered me as what my friend's got, mom :(

idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiot.idiotidiot.idiot.idiot.idiot

push !

how far has the little birds fly somewhere out there? do they still remember the day we bought them in a box and set them free in the green grass and wide blue sky? one year has gone. yap, sth was missing yesterday. it's just like playing the same role in different dramas. you bring your set up and you still don't wanna miss a thing. but what can this drama queen do else. now it's just a memories that engraved inside. sth she called, her very first undirected sweet memories.

okay stop the lebay. CNY has just gone away. got to live the daily reality. and soon the very final highschool exam will be here. 3years materials just sounds so sucks huh? right before, valentine is coming. sth special? it's just NO-thing. yet Musketeers are struggling to create new history again. ooh. bless us and bunch of luck for this last p2s1 world! aza musketeers! :D

number 2

idk what to say. just let the picture explore my today. :)

family gathering, where i can hug any kids around. ooh. i always love little kiddy. walking with their tiny two short legs and playing with us innocently, they are the cutest God creation. mini tiny moving just like a doll. i do always wonder if i got a little sister/brother at home. but it kind of impossible as i am the youngest. the 3rd children who always be the smallest no matter how old am i. however it's okay. that means i got a young-called for all my time :)

and if person ask me why am i so narcist, i just got one sentence.

like mother like daughter :p

ohnono. disaster came to attact my not-a-blackberry-oldie-phone.

idk how did i drop it and now it left a big X-samurai scar in the middle of the screen.

seems like all my redpocket will be used away for renewing this mostly-hang phone.

as i can't tell my dad where i've just asked for an itouch last month. oooooh~ ==

恭喜发财

happy chinese new year world!

may all the mankind harmonize in this golden rabbit year!
yet prosperous for those who are hunting for the red pockets :p

*my friend said i looks like a rabbit in this picture. but i just feel i looks like an idiot here. ngeek~. anw, welcome rabbit year!*

today as ussual people gather at granny's home but sth change this year. my sister got her boyfriend, my brother got his girlfriend and i just got my phone. hahaha. so pity of me.
i told my bestfriend and she said, don't think to much, there will be 3 couple soon or later. i just can't imagine how will it be and who will i go with. there the time when i found that someone, i might have become a lady. don't i?

well, well, well. it's a chinese new year and not a valentine anyway. i've been talkiing out of line! hahaha. i was so exhausted for today, having a 5hours nap. wuu~

once again, kiong hi peeps! :D