Tuesday, July 31, 2012

ambition

ambition, i got a lot of ambition since i was a kid though none has come true. hahaha.

well, my very first ambition is to be an architecture. i loved drawing when i was a kid, that's why i dream to have my own designed cafe. this give a start for me to answer each question of what's my ambition is. you know you will always faced this topic when you have writing subject. i persist it for years, but stop till i learn what is science and till i saw how tortured it is to be an architecture student ( i was such a loser huh ). but yeah i dont have heart with science. i graduate in science just because it's a must for my class. i've considered, if i failed in physic, i will probably killed innocent babies and pupies cause of collapsed building made by me. that's horrible.

i got no aim for sometimes in highschool. my mom did suggest me to take pharmacy. but due to no hobby in chemistry, i denied to do so. others, she suggest me to major in piano. but i know my skill in music. i'm not required able for that major, i just take it as hobby anw. then once i was so flare up to be a broadcaster. i was meant to have a parttime as it. but you know hot hot chicken pup. i wrote it on my diary, i draw it, but i ignored it. bad habit !

times goes by, i listed and search which major suit me the most, and finally i landed in tourism management / hospitality major. and yet i'd pass the test for tourism management. talking about this, tourguide is what pops up in everyone mind. but nope. i never wish to be a tourguide. i browse and found out that i can work in a field serve with hospitalization. say it truly, i want to be an airhostess. working in aircraft and travel around the world. that's why i try my best to learn as many language as i can. that will be my plus point. but in last, my parents didn't allowed me taking the risk of this job. they said it is dangerous. i think i can persuade my mom to change her mind. but feels like it will be difficult for my dad. ais.

nevertheless, when i was being interviewed for the enroll exam, i set my ambition to become part of disneyland. this ambition will clearly state why i want to take tourism management. you know you always need to have a goal when being interviewed. that will show your wholehearted for the test.

well, talking this long, still idk what will i be in the future. hahaha. future is a mystery. all you need is to study hard when it's you time to gain knowledge. never miss this golden period while our brain is still capable to learn things.
and that's all about my ambition. thankyou for reading peeps :)



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Saturday, July 28, 2012

ありがとう

tonight, i just wanna thanks God for giving me such a good life. my life ain't full of luxurious and perfect, but i really enjoy for what i've got right all. love from family and friends is more than enough. thanks for people who is always good to me not because of what i am, but just the way i am . i really appreciate it :).


おやすみ。。。

Monday, July 16, 2012

awkwardness

the coincidence is too coincidence. 


and it still tickling my mind every time i think about it. bahahaha. never in my lifetime been set in such awkward situation like yesterday. i was just like oemji where should i put myself, what should i do, my mind is stuck for a while. everything seems to happen so sudden in that period of time. but that's funny. medan is so small. that's true. hahaha.

in night, things that i grumble about last time has turn better. it makes me think, maybe sometimes people need to feel hard first, so that you then can fully appreciate each comfortable things that comes to you. thankyou God for answering my pray and mom's. still hope for the good one to happen :)



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Sunday, July 15, 2012

orbit 轨迹

recently addicted to this song, what a lyric :)
轨迹-周杰伦

想要对你说的不敢说的爱,会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆然后忘记你接着紧紧闭上眼
想着哪一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后微微笑接着紧紧闭上眼
回想了一遍你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪模糊了视线
你已快看不见



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Friday, July 13, 2012

make sense

hi blog. i got huge of thinking inside my brain right now. emotion, worried and helpless.

it feels good to be homed, but sometimes home is just too messy to be around. mess of things that i always hate to hear. always. anytime it happens, it makes me wish to just leave here faster, stay innocent and keep calm. the more you care, the more worried you will be. sometimes you need to close your eyes and ears from surrounding. cause it never been easy to keep things alone and act like nothing happen. that sucks.


*sigh
家家有本难念的经

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Wednesday, July 4, 2012

prettygoaround


i really fall in love with this shoot! aaaa---

hello !
seems like i've been flight-sick this recent. i'll fly for penang again tomorrow, for some prob and will back to hometown at 13th. kindasharing. i've decide i won't back to hometown for next 2013. and next 2014? 

"nothing is more beautiful than to love and being loved back"

goodnight.

Sunday, July 1, 2012

deep burn


you see that blemished skin? that is the effect of snorkling under the burning sunrise at 12am-5pm !  i used to always avoid the predator sunrise, but what can i do. beaches in sabang are too wonderful to be missed, seriously ! sabang is not famous like Bali, the beaches are not contaminated yet and you don't need to squeeze around peoples to enjoy under the sea world. idk how to describe the beauty of that blue nature view. just wait till i got the copy from tourguide cameras and let the picture describe the beauty !

anw, can't stand to see my pity arm, i decide to decorate it wt tattoo.
firstly, seeing my tattooed-arm, my mom comment it as pretty good. but then she told me not to stick tattoo in myself again, otherwise others will assume you as a bad girl.

J U D G E M E N T

how long will people keep living under judgement? not all tattooed people is bad. that's cool. it's kind of art too yea.