Friday, August 23, 2013

gag

hi. i'm strolling too much in front of my comp today. after a hectic night. so i was having a nightmare and bad sleeping quality, though not in a row but more than once this week. i hope everything is still good!










Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Saturday, August 10, 2013

Saturday, August 3, 2013

chill in the sun


こんいちわ!
 
hai hai. Summer in Shanghai is real hot and humid! Somehow being in this city without nothing to do makes me miss the place ive been leaving for almost a year, i miss home. Wondering how is my hometown with it's new airport yea. and ofcourse miss those finger licking foods that fill my instagram timelime and with those buddy ! miss having time with you guys !
 
well well here are some photos taken this week. lucky me i got sth to do this recent. starting frm tomorrow i will leave my holiday-mood for a while, working for part time job which will last till next 4days. May everything go okay yap!
 



 


Tuesday, July 30, 2013

China Joy

Thanks for the chance and hard work! one more new experience in an exhibition. i did made mistake and feeling bad to my guest, but i think this time i didn't put too much stress on mistakes. not trying to say i didn't feel guilty at all, but there's always sth to learn frm a mistake. Just admit it, correct it, and learn from it.

Talking about the exhibition i help to handle, it's a game exhibition. you can find many game business inside with many big bosses and i was just so amazed how game industry could build a business scope that big! I never expect this reality before.
Not forgotten, you can find cosplay such pretty girls and boys with thick makeup, colorful wig, cool costume and big boobs for the female cosplay. haha. I'm not hentai, just another amazed or another wonder i think, how could they be like that, that big? haha. feels like they just came out from the manga i read, moving from the fantasy to the reality world. Its just awesome how nowadays nothing is imposible, you could even be a barbie-doll physically only if you could and would.

so i feel satisfied for being productive again last week, and now i'm enjoying my holiday back!
last but not least, good-luck everyone... for everything!
:)


 


Monday, July 8, 2013

birds still chirping around


 
i'm here again. hello !
 
ya, i'm on holiday now, that will explain everything haha. i feel so light feel so free feel so carefree and i'm on my way recharging myself. my life has been sooo hectic since last year, i don't even have time to stop for a while. And i've just realize, it's been a while since my last day-dreaming and brood over my life. Now i'm kinda worry i will miss my teenage. hahaha. silly thought.
 
my friends often comments, saying how they envy my great time in shanghai. Ya that's true I post fun things of my life here on instagram, but of course not my entire days was that fun. Just like others, i also had my busy days as a scholar with assignments, deadline and stuffs. Yet not forgotten, the tiring days as a student who study abroad who have to do everything by themselves. Living far from home sometime is tough ! Nevertheless, i learn to be self sufficient though i still need economy support from my daddy. But somehow now i know how to manage myself, my time among study, social, sleep and also find myself chances to improve.
 
After i graduate from highschool, my life does really change a lot. Highschool, those beautiful moments that have been engraved deeply. Ya I used to grumble alot about uni life and how i miss HS. i was kind of that person who always shadowed by the past. Perhaps its a 'was'. Cause now, i actually started to enjoy my unilife. I never work this hard just to pass my exam before. But i'm satisfied. Not on my result, but on how i was trying my best. Stick to your goal. That sentence fills my notebook. I know my friend circle in shanghai had labeled me as bookworm, who always stay in her room sitting on her desk, never hang out even on weekend. I cut my own hair and even study till i cry myself in my room. Compared to highschool me it sounds so tragic huh? hahaha.
 
Life goes on.
 
I've been lost contact with some of my friends. wonder how they have been. and also how are you, the one who is reading this? hahaha. I hope you guys are doing great!
 
Have a nice day everyone :)
 
 
xoxo,
Rose

Sunday, July 7, 2013

Second Semester is done


6 july 2013


hi

it's been so long since my last hi ya. Here's July, my second semester is done not perfectly but at least with slightly improvement compared to my first semester result. And ofcourse the most important one is i pass all of my subject including my Math haha. 
(oh i feel my english sucks now. )

time flies, this semester really done in a blink of an eye like seriously. i draw my calendar, day goes by, months also goes by. many things had happened through this semester. ya i got so many first time. first time lost my phone, first time attend LDK in guangzhou, first time trying club, first time writing my CV, first time working 5days in a week (freelance), first time applying for an internship program though wt technical problem, first time trying an online shop although not yet on bussines. I really want to express my genuine thank you to those who had help me through all of these. i used to feel that i was a small box, but i really learn a lot back then and i really feel blessed, Thank you !

and to "you", to be honest, i really enjoy the relationship we had along this way. But our motive behind it may be different. I've always been afraid, really afraid that today will come and it will broke our relationship. I really appreciate your effort for those sweet things and you did surprise me as well. But i was wrong, i was ego, i want to stay in my comfort zone you gave without providing you the comfort zone you want. sorry for my bad and i hope whatever i'll told you, we will still be friend. And once again i really love to be your good friend.

 

Regards,

the one who feel guilty,

Rose

 

Monday, April 29, 2013

monday i'm on my holiday

so today my friend ask me a question
is it because i don't like the person OR i'm just don't wanna ?
neither of it. my uni life is too hectic.
nice point anw haha

林佳莳

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

last year at this moment