hello you!
i know how longlong i've been disappeared from keyboard typing things but whatever i'm back agaaainnnnn!!! perhaps you guys miss me huh.hahha. and ohgosh now i know how social network take its role in teenage life !
well, my first semester of uni life is done, not perfectly but at least i've deal with it and everything ends up good. hence for God's sake i thought i'll be able to recount my first semester with various of verbs, but after i take time rewind the past 5months, all the answer is just study. heavenyeah! i've been a very dilligent student ! i dont know am i showing off right now, while exactly this is a not cool thing but i really wanna yell to the universe that i've been studying hard !
there's always something we can learn about. and at this moment things that do really inspire me is, persistence. to achieve a goal, people may put effort, sacrifice things, wish for miracles luck and more, but it won't be complete without the presence of persistence. especially when we were faced with obstacles, we might turn unsteady and our goals might seems unapproachable anymore. still remember the very first of my unilife, i really had a very hard time. some might have seen how i act so freak cutting my own hair and frankly speaking, i even cried in my room once when i was studying things i don't get. i know i've been too thoughtless while my neurosa has reached it's peak.
restless and lifeless. anytime my mom call me, all i told her is i'm studying and studying. as what is happening that time, she know i was deeply lost in stress. of course it do cross my mind for times, why don't i just get back to hometown, attend the common uni, wear good clothing, live a relaxed life with teatime in the evening, get a boyfriend and create my own wonderful teenage life. but thats too ridiculous. all my effort paid till today is too precious and worthy. i know i've been in the right place for my own better future. all i have to do is just persist and fight for it. thanks to mom, family and friends who have encourage me an empower me to get through my bad time. i realize i looks a bit or even much more childish to pour all my complain here, but this is my part of growing up. as Ethel Barrymore said, you grow up the day you have your first real laugh at yourself. i have my new perspective of life nowdays. my teenage life would and i'll make it real productive. keep learning day by day ! :)
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